Tag: Patti
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Covid-19 – Thoughts from May 30 and June 23, 2022

May 30, 2022 Today started out crappy. I got a negative comment about the book The New Jim Crow about how racism has changed since the days of Jim Crow laws, but it still exists. The comment simply said, “ridiculous.” It was from an older man with Air Force on his baseball cap. Originally, I…
Brian Kirwan
200 pounds, 2020, 2021, 2022, ads, Aire Force, anger, attractive, bad behavior, baseball cap, blocking people, book, boost post, bratty celebrity, Brian Creates, cheating foods, COVID tests, Covid-19, creating, dozen donuts, eating, giving up, grocery shopping, hate, health, idiots, ignorance, Memorial Day, my behavior, negative comment, no political or social commentary ads, not my normal diet, not wearing my mask, pat the consequences, Patti, racism, Reality Acceptance, reality denial, regular breakfast, regular vegan diet, rejected post, sad songs playlist, San Francisco, sugar, symptoms, tested negative, The New Jim Crow, thoughts, Thoughts papers, throw out unhealthy food, vacation, vegan, vegetables, wish me skill -
Booster Shot – Thoughts from April 30 and May 1, 2022

April 30, 2022 This past Wednesday, Patti and I got our second booster shots. On Thursday, I did yard work and was going to go out grocery shopping, but found my whole body was in pain and I just wanted to sit down. Admittedly, I sat down on the squishy couch so I got more…
Brian Kirwan
2022, blog, booster shot, call in sick, cartoon version, cats, clear my mind, Covid-19, dark time, darkest before the dawn, darkness, dawn of new things, dragons, feeling sick, freeway, ghost, Hotel Transylvania, keyboard, Labor Day, laboring, May Day, May First, melodramatic, misery, misery infects others, misery loves company, no time, pain, Patti, Patti logic, piss me off, podcast, realistic, rearrange my office, record audio, record video, Saturdays, spread their misery, teleprompter, thoughts, typing, vaccine, vampires, werewolves, writing -
Did You Do Anything Fun Today? – Thoughts from April 23 and 24, 2022

April 23, 2022 I asked Patti in a text if she did anything fun today and she said, “Like what?” That’s not exactly what she typed, but I wouldn’t be able to capitalize anything or use punctuation correctly to truly represent it. I would probably get a similar response from other people if I asked…
Brian Kirwan
2022, apathy, boring people, brain is rebelling, cold, conversations, cranky Brian, days off, do not like metaphors, emotionally, emotions, facinated, feeling, fun, fun people, fun things, getting through the day, God, happiness, have fun, headache, health, ignore life, Jesus, joke around, lack of dreams, lack of sleep, metaphorical crap, missing sleep, non-relatable, non-religious, Patti, religious, short rewards, sinus headaches, sleep, soul music, soulmate, souls, spirit, staring at their phones, text, the body is complex, thoughts, weather -
Wearing Masks – Thoughts from April 13 and 15, 2022

April 13, 2022 I listened to this book that was a scientific look at sex. I told Patti some of the interesting and weird stuff from it, but I didn’t tell her about any of the female stuff. It seems to be a sensitive topic for her. It’s been growing in sensitivity for years. I…
Brian Kirwan
“I believe …”, 2022, actors, American version, anti-competition, atheist, behind-the-scenes, beliefs, believe in Santa Claus, believing in yourself, caring about others, changing diet, diary, evidence, exercise, future note, grocery store, health, interesting, knowing yourself, knowledge, losing weight, masks, not guessing, not wearing masks, Patti, scientific, sensitivity, sex, should be, soda, solve issues, stuborn, stupid man talk, sugar, talking, The Office, thoughts, Thoughts paper, Trump, vaccinated, wearing masks, weird, weird thoughts, what is, writing -
Singing My Songs – Thoughts from April 3 and 10, 2022

April 3, 2022 I’m listening to an autobiography by Phil Collins read by him. He has had a life in entertainment since he was a young boy. His transition from a drummer and backup singer to the main singer in Genesis made me want to listen to my songs. Sometimes I listen to myself and…
Brian Kirwan
2022, autobiography, backup singer, barriers, cat, cats, concept of time, drummer, e-book version, exercise, experience your life, experiences, Genesis, genetic makeup, getting along, hiding, in my head, incomplete verstions, invading felines, live recordings, music, my book, my songs, my voice, not expercising, not full voice, Patti, Phil Collins, print version, profound, Quest, Reality Acceptance: For Happier and Healthier Lives, recordings, remember my birth, sad, showing up, singer, singing, singing in the car, songs, squishy couch, thoughts, vocal range, vocals -
Restroom Habits – Thoughts from March 6, 2022

I have to write immediately because it just happened. Two things I question in the men’s restroom habits just happened one after the other. Someone came into the restroom and washed his hands. When he was done, he walked over to the urinal. This is just the first thing I have questioned in the past.…
Brian Kirwan
2022, autism, behaving badly, beliefs, calm person, cranky, credit cards, Every Day is an Atheist Holiday, evil is not real, grumpy faces, habits, healthier, learning to restroom, less aggressive, logical thinking, men’s restroom, mouth nasty things, not wearing masks, organization, Patti, peeing, Penn Jillette, profanity, profundity, put things away, restroom habits, restroom routines, shyness, the hole in your underwear, thoughts, Thoughts paper, undoing your belt before urinating, unhealthy-looking people, wallet, washing hands, wearing masks, weird things -
Competition Man – Thoughts from March 5, 2022

There’s something I’ve noticed recently. I’ve noticed it before, but I’ve seen several great examples of this recently. People of color, on the whole, are nicer and more pleasant than white people. Women and gay men are more pleasant than straight men, but I’ve noticed that for years. Why is it the most privileged among…
Brian Kirwan
2022, amusing story, barely tolerable, baseball, care about each other, cat dad, cats, competition, creative outlet, Dodgers, fun, fun conversation, hissing, more pleasant, most priveleged, most unpleasant, nothing in common, Patti, people of color, playing, playing games, politics, Quest, realities, Reality Acceptance, reality denying quotes, religion, Scout, staring creepily, straight men, though-provoking discussion, thoughts, white men, women -
I’m a Bit Much – Thoughts from February 19 and 20, 2022

February 19, 2022 I’m sitting in a van and the mileage on it is 77077. Excited doesn’t even state how much that delights me. Patti and I went to a casino yesterday, and I walked out $60 richer. This is about equal to that. I just began my workday about two hours ago and it’s…
Brian Kirwan
2020, 2022, a rest from me, accepting reality, avoidance, casino, categories, cats, conversations, cool numbers, food, freaking out, happier, health, healthier, I’m a bit much, litter boxes, mileage, my book, negativity, new ride, Patti, personal stories, Quest, Reality Acceptance, religion, richer, Scout, secrets, silent treatment, thoughts, vacations, website -
Anxious Cat and Cat Dad – Thoughts from February 15 and 16, 2022

February 15, 2022 I didn’t write yesterday because I was spending time with Patti on Valentine’s Day. We went out to breakfast even though it was after 2:00 in the afternoon. Patti and I are not early risers unless we have to be. I cheated on the vegan thing with butter and eggs, but not…
Brian Kirwan
2022, accident, Affordable Healthcare Act, anxiety, apologized, apology, arguing, autobiography, back tightens, bare feet, blood on face, book, book sales, breakdown, breakfast, Canadian, cat, cat tree, Catholic household, coworker, cracker smashing, expensive ads, health care act, hugs, I am happy, illogical behavior, incident, invaders to her house, litter box, Martin Short, medications, miserable people, Obamacare, Patti, pooping, Quest, Reality Acceptance, stress, The Happy Atheist, thinking machine, thoughts, troubled, up 4 pounds in one day, urinating, Valentine’s Day, vegan -
Mom’s Final Days – Thoughts from November 20, 2013

(Future note: This was written about my mom’s final days. Her last day alive was on November 20, 2013, so that is the date of this Thoughts paper. Despite the sad subject, there were amusing and surreal happenings going on.) My mom had multiple sclerosis for many years. Near the end of her life, she…
Brian Kirwan
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