Tag: music
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White Lineage, Personal Planners, and Shoe Racks – Thoughts from July 21, 2024

Yesterday, I was coming into work, and I saw a personalized license plate on a white Ford truck in front of me. I stared at it and figured out the weird combination of letters. It could only be one thing. I couldn’t think of anything else it could be. The license was as close to…
Brian Kirwan
“white lineage”, 2024, acting, birthday, building, built a shoe rack, bumper stickers, collaboration, cordless drill, embarrassment, focusing, Ford truck, happy wife, I need a manager, making doctor’s appointments, music, Patti, personal assistant, personalized license plate, phone calls, planning skills, planning vacations, race cars, racist phrase, rage, recent obsession, speedway bumper sticker, tennis shoes, thickness of the wood, thoughts, vague memory, white lightning, white racists, writing, writing details -
Experiencing Things not Made for Me, Including Silence – Thoughts from December 3 and 6, 2023

December 3, 2023 English is my first language. I don’t really have a second language, unless you count Nerd as a language. Sometimes, I wish I spoke another language well enough to have conversations, but not enough to put in the time to actually do it. I have delved deeply into English enough to keep…
Brian Kirwan
2023, a good person, audio examples, audiobook, autobiography, Barbra Streisand, belief, bribing our kids, Christmas, Christmas myths, common ground, diverse people, English language, enjoy the fantasies, experiencing things not made for me, good at urination, good for goodness sake, history books, hypocrites, interesting conversations, interesting people, interests, kids watch what you do, libraries, lying to kids, movies, music, nerd language, people disturbed by silence, people’s stories, restroom, Santa, Santa Claus, second language, silence, silence is unnatural, silence makes me anxtious, silent library, silent restroom, silent room, songs, straight white man, telling kids about Santa, The Nightmare Before Christmas, thoughts, toilet, treating strangers badly, urinal -
Singing My Songs – Thoughts from April 3 and 10, 2022

April 3, 2022 I’m listening to an autobiography by Phil Collins read by him. He has had a life in entertainment since he was a young boy. His transition from a drummer and backup singer to the main singer in Genesis made me want to listen to my songs. Sometimes I listen to myself and…
Brian Kirwan
2022, autobiography, backup singer, barriers, cat, cats, concept of time, drummer, e-book version, exercise, experience your life, experiences, Genesis, genetic makeup, getting along, hiding, in my head, incomplete verstions, invading felines, live recordings, music, my book, my songs, my voice, not expercising, not full voice, Patti, Phil Collins, print version, profound, Quest, Reality Acceptance: For Happier and Healthier Lives, recordings, remember my birth, sad, showing up, singer, singing, singing in the car, songs, squishy couch, thoughts, vocal range, vocals -
Mom’s Final Days – Thoughts from November 20, 2013

(Future note: This was written about my mom’s final days. Her last day alive was on November 20, 2013, so that is the date of this Thoughts paper. Despite the sad subject, there were amusing and surreal happenings going on.) My mom had multiple sclerosis for many years. Near the end of her life, she…
Brian Kirwan
2013, absurdity, accepting Jesus, apron, assisted living, atheist, awkward moments, awkward pause, Barry Manilow, believers, chin on the guitar, church, condolences, costume, cuteness, dad, death, empathetic, Ewok, felt, God, grandmother, guitar, Halloween, Home Economics, hood, hospice care, hot head, indoctrinations, junior high, laughed, life story, masterful creation, memories, miss her, mom, multiple sclerosis, music, not suffering, obituary, parents, pastor, Patti, playing piano, pray for my mom, prayer, praying, religion, religious beliefs, Religious Science, religious singing, sad, Sally Field, science, sewing, Sister, teddy bear ears, thoughts, Thoughts paper, tribute, wheelchair -
Brian Explains Boredom and Change – Thoughts from October 15 and 22

October 15, 2010 Brian Explains: Boredom Some people have a hard time being alone. I am not one of those people. I can be alone for hours and I always find something to do. The hardest part for me is deciding what to do. I guess this makes this an anti-explanation of boredom, but I…
Brian Kirwan
2010, alone, Barbie, Barbies, bicycling, bored, boredom, boring, Brian Explains Life, change, change in your life, computer, creative, creativity, drawing, embrace change, health, hoarders, hobbies, hobby, imaginary, juggling, kids are stupid, Lego building, lonely people, moviemaking, music, Nebraska, painting, productive, programming, routine, same every day, sculpting, skateboarding, swimming, thoughts, toys, writing -
Brian Explains Screwing Up and Food – Thoughts from October 1, 2010

Future note: This is the third Brian Explains Life blog article I am including as part of the Thoughts from Life blog, but it should have been the first. I thought it was strange that the introduction to the blog was from 2010, but the articles were from 2011. To make up for this screw…
Brian Kirwan
2010, 2011, 2023, ailments, allergic, animation, anniversary, art form, behind-the-scenes, blog, blog posts, Brian Explains Life, choice, couch potato, eat less, eat right, eating, eating crap, editing, evolution, food, grammar, how you feel, human, humor, hunger pains, illnesses, Jamaica, June, living to 100, longevity, marathons, meaning, music, new articles, nutrition, organized, Patti, personal statement, quenched, quickly, screw up, sluggish, social event, status symbol, stomach pain, strawberries, therapy, thoughts, Thoughts papers, vacation, writing -
Brian Explains Life and Time – Thoughts from September 14, 2010 and January 14, 2011

September 14, 2010 (Future note: The following Thoughts papers are not actually Thoughts papers. They are articles I included in my blog Brian Explains Life. I explain many things in these articles, but this Blog Intro describes them best.) Brian Explains Life: Blog Intro All right, you are here. I don’t know where you came…
Brian Kirwan
2010, 2011, analog clock, answers, article, being late, Big Ben, blog, Brian Explains Life, digital clock, Europe, grandfather clock, internal clock, Introduction, jet-lag, late, lateness, military time, music, plan, planning, routine, sleeping, thoughts, time, time math, time tracking, timing, timing is everything, weird, wife -
Drunk and Missing the Cat Sister – Thoughts from May 16, 2008

Know that I’m drunk right now, so what I say is from the mind of a drunken person. Have I mentioned that I’m drunk right now? I’m working at Disney these days. I’m a lead. On Friday and Saturday, I’m the lead most of the time. We have several people who started with me as…
Brian Kirwan
2008, 2009, 21 year old cat, animation, cat, cats, computer, crying, Disneyland, drunk, end her suffering, Goodbye to My Soul, hesitation, kittens, lead, music, my songs, NAS, nerd, Nerd Mouse, pain, Patti, reminders of missed, sick, Sister, suffering, thoughts, throw up, thyroid problem, Truck, vet -
Valentine’s Day – Thoughts from February 17, 2004

I have a thought. Well, that’s good, Brian, because this is the place for such things, being as this is the Thoughts 2/17/04 paper. Let’s go! Okay! Oh yeah, this is 2004. This is my first Thoughts paper for 2004. This is not to be confused with my first thought of 2004. 2003, I hardly…
Brian Kirwan
2003, 2004, Always song, animation, art, Brian's Brain, BrianCreates.com, celebration, celebration food, clean my room, Coming to America, creating a song, creativity, den, depressing, lack of creativity, mom, music, office, Patti, paying bills, responsibility, rock star, Special Class, taxes, The Graduate, thoughts, Thoughts paper, too much alcohol, Valentine’s Day, writing -
A Live Studio Audience – Thoughts from October 7, 2002

(Future note: It always seems weird to start a Thoughts paper with a future note, but this requires it because it’s not actually a Thoughts paper. This is an email I wrote to a friend of mine who I hadn’t seen in years. It was the last known email address I had for him, so…
Brian Kirwan

