Tag: 2009

• Breaking Down and Starting Over – Thoughts from February 23, 2026

  

  Let’s go back in time and relive a horrible time in my life. If that makes you want to read on, you are a sick person. For all you sick people who are still here, I need to set the scene. The following happened in about November to December 2009. When you read what happened,…

  Brian Kirwan

  September 15, 2026

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  2009, 2010, 2026, anger, anxiety, anxiety and depression, anxiety medication, before Thanksgiving, being happy, dealing with my anxiety, depression, despair, dredging up old feelings, drooling, fears, financial downfall, frustration, future world of joy, giving up on everything, happier future life, homeopathic medicine and chiropractors, horrible time in my life, I needed help, I was fired, looking for work, mental health, mental health appointment, mental health issues, miserable jobs, my breakdown, nephew, not knowing what to do, Patti, psychiatrist, relive difficult emotions, reliving the worst time in my life, seeing a therapist, spiral of depression, starting over, temporary job, thoughts, Thoughts from Life, three cats, trauatic time in my life, uncontrolled frustration, unemployment, why I left my previous position, yelling and slobbering

• Waiting for Disney – Thoughts from January 6 and March 23, 2010

  

  Future note: The following entry was from an “incident” that happened in November 2009. It was nighttime. A plumber was walking backstage, and I was driving to pick up some people. When I got close to him, I could see him slowing down and looking at me. As I passed him, he screamed, “Five miles…

  Brian Kirwan

  June 15, 2023

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  2009, 2010, a talker, anger management, appeal, awaiting his fate, bruise, Disney, Disneyland, driving, fired, first incident, headlights, incident, incident report, judge, lawyer, leads, let go, meeting, other employee, Patti, plumber, punch, stenographer, suit, thoughts, waiting, Waiting for Disney, yelling

• Three Girl Cats Named Slash, Blaze, and Quest – Thoughts about June 3, 2009

  

  (Future note: The following was written around May 2010, but June 3, 2009, is more relevant to what I’m talking about. This is the day Slash, Blaze, and Quest were born. As I mentioned in another Thoughts paper, Quest is still with us, along with four newcomers. Who are these people that came to live…

  Brian Kirwan

  June 13, 2023

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  2009, 2010, adorable waving, all-black face, bad cat, Blaze, blog, cat pirates, cats, covering poo, daily mauling, destructive behaviors, humor, kittens, leader, leg hugging, litter box, mustache, never purrs, Patti, photogenic, piano, purr, Quest, Slash, sleeping under covers, sociable, squirting, strange names, stripper names, thoughts, Three Girl Cats, tinfoil, tuxedo cats, white tip tail

• Drunk and Missing the Cat Sister – Thoughts from May 16, 2008

  

  Know that I’m drunk right now, so what I say is from the mind of a drunken person. Have I mentioned that I’m drunk right now? I’m working at Disney these days. I’m a lead. On Friday and Saturday, I’m the lead most of the time. We have several people who started with me as…

  Brian Kirwan

  June 8, 2023

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  2008, 2009, 21 year old cat, animation, cat, cats, computer, crying, Disneyland, drunk, end her suffering, Goodbye to My Soul, hesitation, kittens, lead, music, my songs, NAS, nerd, Nerd Mouse, pain, Patti, reminders of missed, sick, Sister, suffering, thoughts, throw up, thyroid problem, Truck, vet