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Thoughts from March 12 and April 3, 2001
March 12, 2001 Alright, I was plucked once again from my regular position in life. Where was I plunked down at? Hard to tell. I was told less than half an hour ago that I will move to another Unit. From Jack to Mike. Mike is a new supervisor. His Unit needs help with their…
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Thoughts from March 7, 2001
Fears, fears. I just can’t get enough fears. I also can’t decide which fear I like best. It’s as if I’m choosing an accessory for my personality. Which color goes best with self-doubt? I have decided I do fear criticism and I don’t know why. I didn’t grow up in a house where a great…
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Thoughts from December 7 to 28, 1999
December 7, 1999 As I have said before, everything goes on and on and on … December 9, 1999 Apparently, I was right. It took me two days to get on with this entry and it has been (as always) several months since my last entry. December 21, 1999 Okay, I’ll admit, I don’t seem…
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Thoughts from November 15 and 16, 1999
November 15, 1999 (Future note: The following was an experiment in which I tried dictating my thoughts into a small tape recorder. I had it with me as I went about my day. I was working at a group home for boys as a secretary. They specifically hired me for my maleness. They thought I…
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Thoughts from October 5, 1998 to June 4, 1999
October 5, 1998 Truth in advertising Note from the future here. The above three words are all I have of this Thoughts paper. I can only speculate what I would have said after them. Knowing me from back in 1998 as I do, I can guess I would have said something about how advertising is…
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Thoughts from September 2 and 18, 1998
September 2, 1998 Here I sit in my open casket. I’m not dead, but I’m not really alive. If there were a state of questioning, I would live in it right now. My questioning has to do with everything (as opposed to the questioning of nothing I normally do). I drink from an orange cup,…
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Thoughts from August 14 and 28 1995
(Future note: The following two entries from 1995 are great examples of my nerdiness, shyness, and continuing pursuit of creative interests that never seemed to lead to an artistic career. I think my shyness was the main reason for my only pursuing creativity as a hobby. On a positive note, I made some real social…
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Thoughts from August 5 and 6, 1995
August 5, 1995 My race for developing the mighty computer continues. By all indications, I should be in a small room with pads on all the walls, so I don’t hurt myself. As it is, I have several bruises and cuts on my hands and arms from hitting assorted items around the room. I’m sure…
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Thoughts from July 6 & 30, 1995
July 6, 1995 Welcome to the winter of my circumvent. If avoidance is the spice of life, I’ve had a heaping bowl of that green stuff you get with Sushi. But enough about me. (Future note: This day’s thought was short and sweet. I will just add I am now fully aware the green stuff is called…
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Thoughts from December 14, 1994
I’ve been in a downhill roly-poly spiral as of late. I need some help from above. Yes, I need to paint my ceiling. My theory is it collects dust because of the flaky material from which it is made. (Future note: I’m talking about a popcorn ceiling.) In the words of Bob who works at…
Thoughts from Life 