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Rockstar Dreams – Thoughts from May 7 and 8, 2022

May 7, 2022 May the seventh be today. I cleared out my office yesterday enough to get easily to my guitar. I still haven’t played it, but I can as soon as I add a new high string and tune it. It’s been a while, so I’ll have to remind myself how to do it.…
Brian Kirwan
2022, being shy, believing in magic, brutally honest, calendar, Chewbacca height, cleared out, connection points, deafness, dog, Facebook, fighting as kids, George, hating others, knowing magic is real, lack of embarrassment, limitations, Magical Misfits, my deafness, my guitar, my office, my songs, negativity, Neil Patrick Harris, new high string, nothing, on my good side, playing, racist, Reality Acceptance, red flags, rockstar dreams, saying inappropriate things, scheduling posts, Seinfeld, show about nothing, shy me, shyness, significant other, Sister, speaking softly, super religious, take offense, tall guy, thoughts, Trump fan, tune, understanding magic, website, website management, Wizardland, working -
Space Alien – Thoughts from May 3 and 4, 2033

May 3, 2022 I’m listening to a book that is an oral history of The Next Generation and subsequent Star Trek shows. They talked about Deep Space 9 which I never watched. Hearing a description of the show, I don’t think I’ll ever watch it. They talked about spirituality being a part of it, which…
Brian Kirwan
2022, alien race, anti-science, bad health, behavior, can’t ignore it, communication, compatible, cravings, dad, Deep Space 9, donuts, fantasy, fantasy genre, fear of death, first dead body I saw, free will, funeral, future, Gene Roddenberry, genetics, health problems, healthier snacks, healthy, ignore others, ignoring reality, life support, limitless magic, magic, magical, Margaret Thatcher, May the fourth be with you, mom, muffins, mysterious powers, NerdMouse.com, nerds, nutrition, nuts without salt, open casket, painful death, pointing out what is wrong, pro-science, reality denial, religion, religious logic, salted nuts, science fiction, scientific method, self-centered people, space fantasy, speculative science, spiritual, spirituality, Star Trek, Star Wars, the force, The Next Generation, thoughts, unimaginative, water, weight loss, without religion, young man -
Booster Shot – Thoughts from April 30 and May 1, 2022

April 30, 2022 This past Wednesday, Patti and I got our second booster shots. On Thursday, I did yard work and was going to go out grocery shopping, but found my whole body was in pain and I just wanted to sit down. Admittedly, I sat down on the squishy couch so I got more…
Brian Kirwan
2022, blog, booster shot, call in sick, cartoon version, cats, clear my mind, Covid-19, dark time, darkest before the dawn, darkness, dawn of new things, dragons, feeling sick, freeway, ghost, Hotel Transylvania, keyboard, Labor Day, laboring, May Day, May First, melodramatic, misery, misery infects others, misery loves company, no time, pain, Patti, Patti logic, piss me off, podcast, realistic, rearrange my office, record audio, record video, Saturdays, spread their misery, teleprompter, thoughts, typing, vaccine, vampires, werewolves, writing -
Did You Do Anything Fun Today? – Thoughts from April 23 and 24, 2022

April 23, 2022 I asked Patti in a text if she did anything fun today and she said, “Like what?” That’s not exactly what she typed, but I wouldn’t be able to capitalize anything or use punctuation correctly to truly represent it. I would probably get a similar response from other people if I asked…
Brian Kirwan
2022, apathy, boring people, brain is rebelling, cold, conversations, cranky Brian, days off, do not like metaphors, emotionally, emotions, facinated, feeling, fun, fun people, fun things, getting through the day, God, happiness, have fun, headache, health, ignore life, Jesus, joke around, lack of dreams, lack of sleep, metaphorical crap, missing sleep, non-relatable, non-religious, Patti, religious, short rewards, sinus headaches, sleep, soul music, soulmate, souls, spirit, staring at their phones, text, the body is complex, thoughts, weather -
Sugary Things – Thoughts from April 16 to 20, 2022

April 16, 2022 I noticed a truck on the freeway coming into work today that was shoving himself into traffic from the on-ramp. He had a blacked-out version of the American flag in his back window and a baseball hat on. The big truck, hat, flag, and bad driving were all signs of reality denial.…
Brian Kirwan
2022, albums, allergic, American flag, ashes in fireworks, atheist, bad driving, bands, baseball hat, big truck, candy, creative freedom, decisions, Easter, fireworks, freeway, future note, good bands change, goodies, Jane’s Addiction, last-minute, Lifetime Achievement Award for Denial of All Realities, loud, Nirvana, not signaling, painfully loud, performers, pyro, questions, reality denial, reality denial reality show, Reality Denier of the Day, refuse all food at work, religion, small catalog of songs, song, strawberry, sugary things, thinking for themselves, thoughts, too honest, traffic, Truck

