Tag: wasting time
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Anger at Idiots and Fix-it Jobs – Thoughts from February 27, 2024

I need cheering up. The past few days have been a series of events that have pushed me into angry guy territory. I have either yelled at people directly or secretly to myself. The world is pissing me off more than it has in years. It’s nothing new that’s getting me angry. The things that…
Brian Kirwan
2024, A-holes, aesthetically pleasant, angry guy, angst, annoying people, audiobooks, being a good person, caring about other people, creating things, dad, dad’s fix-it jobs, disturbing cough, feeling like a freak, fix-it jobs, getting older, having a clean house, idiots, illness, illogical and unethical behavior, mowing the lawn, not creating things at home, Other People Exist, Patti, people ignoring others, siding fix-it job, silence is my enemy, snot, sore throat, they annoy me, thoughts, vacuuming, wanting more, wasting time, working around the house, yelling at people -
Ubernerds and Time Math – Thoughts from July 26 and 30, 2023

July 26, 2023 I tried to type QWERTY on my swipe keyboard and it typed “Way”. I guess people don’t type QWERTY much. This Thoughts paper is being interrupted to bring you a special news bulletin. Patti just told me Sinead O’Connor just died. She was only 56. 53-year-old me thinks that’s way too young…
Brian Kirwan
2023, 401k, being a nerd, being a rock star, collecting facts, communicating, Competition ruins everything, confusion, considering feelings, died at 56, Disneyland, emotionless people, emotions, Excel worksheet, facts, facts are boring, focus, heed my own words, interpreting facts, learn from my failure, lifetime pass, my retirement, nerd-friendly, never became a rock star, never consider myself retired, new employee, Patti, QWERTY, retirement, screwed up youth, showing off nerdiness, Sinead O’Connor, social security, swipe keyboard, ten based, thoughts, Thoughts paper, time math, too young to die, ubernerd, vacation hours, virtual coins, wasting time, Wordscapes tournament, working for a living, writing -
My Abnormalities – Thoughts from July 22 and 23, 2023

July 22, 2023 I was talking to a new employee about several subjects. I have alternative points of view to almost everything he said. He was saying it’s not illegal to use a VPN (virtual private network). I agreed, but said he was lying when he did. We use free services in exchange for information…
Brian Kirwan
2023, abnormal sides, acting normal, alternative points of view, away from religion, bogged down in facts, care about others, caring about all of society, common thinking, companies, compromise, confession, conflict, considering other points of view, discussion, ethical issues, how you treat strangers, I’m normal, logical and ethical, lying, mental illnesses, my weirdness, new employee, normal people, normal-looking, not having prisons, not willing to lie, other points of view, our surfing history, prevention, prisons, problems of the world, rehavilitation, seeing ads, societal norms, strange brain spices, the contract of using free services, thoughts, Thoughts paper, using free services, virtual private network, VPN, wasting time, writing -
Grocery Scanner – Thoughts from December 3 and 4, 2022

December 3, 2022 Patti came in with me to work today so she could go into the park. We stopped by a local Walmarket on the way in. As spell check reminds me, Walmarket is not its real name, but that’s what we call it. I needed blueberries and hair gel. The hair gel was…
Brian Kirwan
2022, avoid buying organic, bad at suicide, beliefs, blueberries, commiting suicide, competition, depression, escalator, feeling alone, hair gel, hate, helping each other, ignoring mental health, loneliness, loud bang, low self-esteem, major problem in society, man jumped, mental health, mental state, organic, parking structure, Patti, scanning items, self-checkout, selfish act, suicidal thoughts, suicide, thoughts, tragedy, unacceptable item, Walmarket, Walmart Market, wasting time, work

