Tag: tired

• New Years, Old Jobs, and The Wedding Song – Thoughts from December 29, 2024 to January 26, 2025

  

  December 29, 2024 The year is ending in two days. There are several things I’m looking forward to in 2025. My last loan payment will be at the end of February. In March, I’ll have been at Disney for 20 years. That will mean my vacation and sick time earned will go up. When I…

  Brian Kirwan

  December 9, 2025

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  2024, 2025, all we need is time, allergies, allergy to wheat, artificial intelligence, artificial singers, backup singers, being busy, building the shed, cats, consequences, creating a harmony, Disney for 20 years, disposing old shed, electric guitar, extended deadline, fixing the house, food allergies, four cats, future note, general scratchy feeling in my throat, giant chocolate chip cookie, June 14 1997, lifetime pass to Disneyland, looking forward, lyrics, married, meatball sandwiches, mobile home, my AI voice could sing, no downtime, no more wheat, Patti, reality, recorded main voice, retirement, retiring, singing, strangers around the house, The Wedding Song, thoughts, Thoughts paper, throat problems, tired, wedding march, working on song

• Being Tired, Poop Schedules, and Genuine Friendships – Thoughts from June 4 and 8, 2024

  

  June 4, 2024 This is one of those entries that most people wouldn’t start. If you have nothing to write about, why would you start writing? I’m at the point that many people would call writer’s block. That doesn’t stop me. It just means you have nothing structured to write about, but there’s always a…

  Brian Kirwan

  April 22, 2025

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  2024, being tired, best man, breathing cat hair, casual and informal friends, cats, close friends, deep discussions, earplugs, eye mask, Facebook, follow-up questions, friends, genuine friends, getting married, Good friends talk about poop, Nerd Mouse calendar, normal questions, Patti, poop questions, poop schedule, poop schedule discussion, profound thought, Sebastian Bach autobiography, sore throat, spouses, surface level descussions, thoughts, tired, typing, wearing two masks to bed, weird questions, writer’s block, writing

• American Disfunctional Family – Thoughts from June 25 and 30, 2023

  

  June 25, 2023 I’ve been back to work for two days now. I’m still feeling tired, itchy, puffy, and not quite back to normal. The one thing I didn’t miss while on vacation was my difficulty breathing at home. In bed, my office, and while watching TV, I’m surrounded by fur in the form of…

  Brian Kirwan

  June 18, 2024

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  2023, American, black clothes and hair, buck teeth, calling myself fat, cats, difficulty breathing, family, fur, headache, house hunting show, in-ear headphones, itchy, mom, mother, nasty old woman, not typical American, older woman, over-the-ear headphones, overweight and obese people, Patti, permanent scowl, proof, puffy, religion, sit and be quiet, smart phone, spanking, thoughts, throat sinuses and breathing, tired, TV, unhappy family, vacation, wi-fi, young girl, young man, young woman

• Goodbye Jamaica, Hello Miami Airport – Thoughts from June 21 and 22, 2023

  

  June 21, 2023 Our last day here in Jamaica is here. We got up at 7:00 this morning. Tonight, we have to be in bed by 8:00 pm because we have to wake up at 4:00 am tomorrow. We have to have our luggage outside our room by 5:30 am and be out of our…

  Brian Kirwan

  June 13, 2024

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  2023, airport, another peacock, barely avoid hitting other vehicles, chock-a-doodle-doo, cocky son of a chicken, Couples Resorts, Crackers, creatures of Jamaica, Dial 119, dial 911, dial 999, first-class amenities, flight, flying first-class, Jamaica, LAX, laying flat on a plane, luggage, Miami airport, military clock rooster, Mr. and Mrs. Peacock, naked humans, no tan lines, nude beach, on screen peril, packing bags, parrot, parrot friend, passing vehicles, Patti, police motorcycle, rooster, shuttle ride, sleeping on a plane, spreading feathers, tanning, thoughts, tired, traveling, tried to video, vacation, yellow butterflies

• Ignoring Other People and My Moth Friend – Thoughts from May 20 and 21, 2023

  

  May 20, 2023 I’m on day six of eight days of working the same earlier shift. It’s only two hours off the shift I enjoy better, but it’s an annoying two hours. The most annoying part about it is feeling tired every day. If I told you when I was coming to work, you would…

  Brian Kirwan

  May 23, 2024

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  2023, abnormal jobs, autism, being an atheist, bored or freaked out, boring people, carefull word choice, caring about other people, catering stories to the group, connecting to other people, conversations about religion, coworker, drumming in the air, exciting people, experiencing the world, ignoring other people, ignoring the world, incidence, interesting people, little creatures, looking strangers in the eye, loud clothes, moth, moth on my windshield, movements as communication, my Monday, my moth friend, no beliefs, observations, Other People Exist, people’s stories, shyness, snoozes, stimulus, storytelling, the early shift, thoughts, tired, unpleasantness of the world, videoing, weird stories, work

• Five Cats – Thoughts from December 5 and 6, 2022

  

  December 5, 2022 I was telling a group made up of women and one man about our five cats we have right now. The man wasn’t really interested in hearing about cats, but the rest of the group overruled him. I’ve never been told by a female listener that they don’t want to hear about…

  Brian Kirwan

  February 13, 2024

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  2022, angry tirade, boring stories, box of rocks, cat stories, cats, caution tape, Charlie Manson, daughter, dog stories, dogs, dull stories, five cats, good person, Harley Davison, headache, I feel crappy, illogical behavior, local Charlie Manson, loud motorcycle, mobile home park, natural light, not my usual cheerful self, notice on window, outlet for frustration, Patti, police cars, power outage, religious person, thinking thoughts I never say, thoughts, Thoughts papers, tired, walking through the wrong door, waxing poetic, witty banter, writing

• Chinese Fast Food – Thoughts from September 19 to October 1, 2022

  

  September 19, 2022 We’re in Vegas for Patti’s birthday. The suite we’re in doesn’t have a remote to open the curtains this time. We were both very disappointed. How quickly we have become accustomed to the finer things. I’ve taken some good ground creature pictures. Hey Brian, what the hell are “ground creature” pictures? They…

  Brian Kirwan

  January 4, 2024

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  2022, art, auto-complete, automatic flush, automatic toilets, breakfast, BrianCreates.com, caring about others, chicken, Chinese food, comedy routine, context, eating animals, entertainment, fast food, flushing, food touching, ground creature pictures, happy and healthy, headache, healthy and delicious, humor, intends offending, motivating myself, my goals, not famous, Patti, pets, restroom, suite, thoughts, tired, ugly hugging, urinal, Vegas, writing, younger me

• Toys and Charlie Manson – Thoughts from August 7 to 9, 2022

  

  August 7, 2022 Today’s Thoughts paper is brought to you by sleep. I’m looking forward to getting some tonight. I’ve dropped a lot of things today. Being tired will do that to you. I’m too tired to have many thoughts. I promise to have more tomorrow. August 8, 2022 I was going to work today…

  Brian Kirwan

  December 5, 2023

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  2022, action figures, anxiety, anxiety provoking, as a kid, Charles Manson, Charlie, Charlie Manson, daughter, driving down the street and back, dropping things, faded words, freeway, granddaughter, Harley Davison motorcycle, hateful words, living with mom, local Charlie, Manson died, middle-aged man, mobile home, multiple toys, no job, no one would employ him, one toy, open the box, out-of-control hair, parents took me to Toys R Us, regret, research, riding a bike, sad future, screaming obscenities, selling drugs, short motorcycle rides, sleep, stuffed animals, thoughts, Thoughts paper, tired, too tired, tough decisions, toys, Toys R Us, Toys R Us truck, urging his suicide, video games, wrong decision

• Pooping Cat – Thoughts from March 13 and 20, 2022

  

  March 13, 2022 Today, I have an adorable story about Beatrix. She is the smallest of Scout’s kittens even though they’re not kittens anymore. I was on the toilet and she was in front of me in one of the litter boxes. She was facing away from me and scratching out a good spot to…

  Brian Kirwan

  September 12, 2023

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  15-year party, 2022, Beatrix, Ben and Jerry, cats, fill the hole, future note, gaining weight, kittens, lack of sleep, litter box, losing weight, loudness, meow, mixed nuts, my weight, old couch, pooing, poop, Scout, scratching, sleepy tapestry of my day, small poo, sneeze, sneeze-fest, squishy comfort, squishy couch, squishy couch conspiracy, stemed vegetables, sucky time change, thoughts, Thoughts paper, time change, tired, toilet, too squishy, watching shows

• My 2003 was the Worst – Thoughts from September 10 to November 5, 2003

  

  September 10, 2003 Help … HELP! … HELP, God Damn it!!! (Future note: This is all I had to say on this day in big, bold letters and I meant it. It’s fairly obvious, but I will let you know these words pretty much sum up my 2003.) September 23, 2003 I CANNOT STAY AWAKE!!!…

  Brian Kirwan

  May 16, 2023

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  2003, actions speak louder than words, alternative music, assisted living, back up, backing up, bum, Crash of '97, dad, data entry, drunk, effects processor, electric cart accident, empty house, fire, guitar, guitar stand free, help, house guest, house robbed, humor, I rock, it thinks and stops you make, job, laid off, liberal, lunch, miserable year, mom, mountains on fire, music store, my old songs, nerd, Nirvana, no direction, parking spot, Patti, rock star, salesman, salesmen, salespeople, San Bernardino Carousel Mall, Sister insane, stay awake, The Black Crowes', thoughts, tired, Truck (the cat), unexplained, unfinished house, wandering around