Tag: thoughts
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Celebrating Too Much, Censors, and Living Out of Your Car – Thoughts from June 1, 2024

June 1, 2024 Well, June is finally here. It’s not only the time of gloomy weather, but it’s also the time of Patti and Brian’s anniversary. June 14 is less than two weeks away. We didn’t have a vacation set for this time of year, so I decided to take an extra day off work.…
Brian Kirwan
2024, Aldi, autobiography, before VCRs, boycotting shows, Brian, censors, chocolate lasagna, Christian fundamentalists, commercials, dessert, gaining weight, going out, June gloom, living out of the car, mini vacation, network executives, Norman Lear, Olive Garden, Patti, Patti and Brian’s Anniversary, racism, real people, religion ruins everything, retired, retirement payment, sexism, shrimp scampi, Streaming services, SUV full of stuff, thoughts, tiramisu, tuning in to watch TV, TV, VCR -
Non-Smokers, Feminist Punks, and Cassette Recorders – Thoughts from May 28, 2024

Patti is still a non-smoker, but she said she found it rough recently, so she bought a week’s worth of nicotine patches. I have mixed feelings about it. You would think the time to use them would be weaning yourself off the cigarettes. She has been smoke free for weeks now. The physical effects of…
Brian Kirwan
1990, 2024, audiobook, autobiography, converting audio cassette tapes to digital, creating new songs, creating songs, distinct style, editing, experimental singing, experimental songs, four-track cassette recorder, high notes, home studio, horrible father, incomplete songs, influencial, junior high, Kathleen Hanna, macho crap, my songs, nicotine patches, non-smoker, only completed in my head, Patti, physical effects of nicotine, pioneer of feminist punk, punk music, Rebel Girl, record and edit songs, recording music, singing harmonies, singing lessons, song structure, song writing, thoughts, Thoughts paper, traumas, victims, weaning off of cigarettes, writing full songs -
Mormons, Caffeine, and BFFs – Thoughts from May 22 and 25, 2024

May 22, 2024 Yesterday, a fellow employee retired. He retired from his primary job a while ago and this was his retirement job. Now he’s fully retired from all jobs. Patti is still retired and still not smoking. I never really had a plan for retirement. I will never see myself as a retired person…
Brian Kirwan
2024, addiction, alcoholics, audiobooks, BFF, BFFs, blind spot, books, caffeinated soda, Caffeine, cancer, Church of Lies, create and edit, creating things, develop ideas, diet soda, FLDS Mormon church, Flora Jessop, get away from religion, getting enough sleep, getting healthy, horrible behavior, husband should not be your best friend, leaving religious thinking, modern fantasy, Mormons, Mormonsixm, never be retired, non-smoker, not a fan of religion, opposite work schedules, patriarchy, Patti, polygamist community, quitting smoking, retired, retirement job, routine, Santa, science fiction, taking health seriously, thoughts, Thoughts paper -
The Mothers, The Beatles, and The Other Bands – Thoughts from May 12 and 19, 2024

May 12, 2024 As I mentioned in my non-existent seminar, it’s Mother’s Day today. Patti and I no longer have living mothers so it’s just a reminder of what’s missing in our lives. We also don’t have living fathers, but we’ll deal with that when we get to Father’s Day. I celebrated the day by…
Brian Kirwan
1966, 1968, 1970, 2024, autobiography, baseball analogy, being friends with your spouse, being non-religious, Billboard charts, book, Canadian, comparing bands, comparing songs, fantasy stories, Father's Day, fathers, friends before dating, George Harrison, George Martin, getting to know someone, Hard Days Night, ignorant opinion, John, longevity, lying on date, Mike Nesmith, Mother's Day, motherhood, mothers, my fantasy stories, Patti, Paul, Preferring The Beatles, preferring The Monkees, presenting perfect version of yourself, religious myths, Ringo, skipping book chapters, song writing, The Beatles, The Beatles vs The Monkees, The Monkees, The Monkees movie Head, The Rolling Stones, thoughts -
Cinco de Mayo, Retirement, and Seeing Cubs – Thoughts from May 5 and 11, 2024

May 5, 2024 As I mentioned yesterday, today is Cinco de Mayo. Someone joked that no one knows what it’s about. I could use my research I did yesterday to inform him that everyone knows it’s about the victory of Mexico over France in 1862. My heart would grow three times larger if he thought…
Brian Kirwan
1862, 2024, additional destinations, babies, baby boy, cats, Cinco de Mayo, clever, cold water, disgusted by fast food, enjoying vacuuming, extra errands, falling, freaking out the cats, humor, just watching me, knowing stuff, knowledge off the top of my head, nephew, non-refrigerated water, not eating, Patti, pizza eating, research, retirement, retiring, roasting people, sleeping baby, The Lion King, thoughts, Thoughts paper, tiger cubs, tiger documentary, tigers, tigers hunt kill and eat, trimming bushes, tv shows, vacuuming, Walmart, watch tv, workshopping ideas, writing, writing in retirement card -
The Force, IKEA, and Target – Thoughts from May 4, 2024

The force isn’t a real thing, but May the Fourth is. Star Wars nerds unite on this day to celebrate what’s wrong with the movies and television shows they love. I collect Star Wars things, but I’m not obsessive about it. This is just a day that I point out on the Nerd Mouse calendar…
Brian Kirwan
1862, 2024, art aficionado, artwork, Cinco de Mayo, containers, corn cob holders, discontinued items, drinking alcohol, garlic press, grocery items, IKEA, inexpensive stuff, May the fourth be with you, Nerd Mouse calendar, NerdMouse.com, nerds, off the shelves, Patti, plant balls, saving lives, Star Wars, store map, swallowable swords, Swedish cookies, Swedish meatballs, Target, tequila, thoughts, vegetables, veggie balls, wall hanging animal butts -
Birth, Falling, and Our Stories – Thoughts from April 27, 2024

The biggest thing that happened today is the birth of our nephew and his wife’s baby boy. I’m really hoping I can reword that first sentence when I edit this Thoughts paper. Now that I’ve mentioned wanting to edit it, I’ll have to leave it as it is so you can see what I’m talking…
Brian Kirwan
2024, addiction, baby birth, baby boy, bad-ass look, behavior to avoid, being a good person, being clumsy, birthmark, black eye, brighter news, competition, cooperation, dad, developing my writing, diabetes, dreams, dying of alcoholism, dying of smoking, falling, falling on stairs, grandfather, group pride, labor, memoirs and autobiographies, mom, my story, nephew, no cigarettes, non-presence, not smoking, Patti, people’s stories, permanent markings, pride and shame, probing, publishing a blog, quiting smoking, quitting for good, religion, see a doctor, serious falls, seven deadly sins, the word pride, thoughts, Thoughts paper, trimming the bushes, writing -
Through the Door, Not Smoking, and Being a Research Robot – Thoughts from April 21 and 24, 2024

April 21, 2024 Walking through a closed door is a nerve-racking experience. You can usually guess what’s on the other side of it, but all bets are off if there’s a person on the other side. If you’ve had bad experiences with unwanted happenings behind closed doors, you might be anticipating a repeat of that…
Brian Kirwan
2024, anxiety evoking, behind closed doors, being rude, call instead of research, calling with a question, cats, fashionable people, fashionable shirts, Google, listening to a book, looking stylish, minimal amount of effort, no cigarettes, not smoking, Patti, personal research robot, reading what you type, restroom doors, restroom sights sounds and smells, robot me, shirt without buttons, something they could have answered themselves, text puzzle, the unknown, thoughts, unnecessary fashion accessories, utilitarian clothes, walk around with computers on us, walking through a closed door, wedding ring -
Visiting LAs Art District and My Past – Thoughts from April 20, 2024

Appropriately for today, I will point out the times recently when I have smelled marijuana around me. This, of course, is 420, man. I’ve never smoked … well, anything, but no one I know has ever even smoked marijuana around me. I only know what it smells like because it smells like skunk. This has…
Brian Kirwan
2024, 420, apartment, arcades in the 80s, art district, artsy furniture, classic arcade and pinball bar, decorating aesthetic, deli, expensive cars, fancy amenities, food experiences, freeway, Frogger, gourmet grocery store, hip clientele, humor, items that make a statement, Jesus Christ Superstar album, lack of a TV, local restaurant, Los Angeles, LP collection, macaroni salad, marijuana smell, Mexican food, minimalism, nephew, Patti, people who don’t have a TV, Philippe’s, pinball machines, purple egg, sawdust on the ground, smelling dead skunks on the freeway, smells like skunk, smoking marijuana, sweet potato tacos, Tapper, taxes, thoughts, Tron, unique Asian items, vegan status, Vegas, video games, well-paid creatives, western religions traveling east -
Vegas from Fremont Street – Thoughts from April 14, 2024

Patti and I went to Vegas for five days and I didn’t write one word while I was there. Many things happened, but I was too busy eating, drinking, and gambling. Now, I’ll try to think back on the days and write about them. The first thing was leaving the cats knowing we wouldn’t be…
Brian Kirwan
2024, buffet, carpool raffle, cats, comedians, daily routine with cats, demanding a wheelchair, drag show, driving to Vegas, eating drinking and gambling, falling asleep, forgetting drivers license, Fremont Street, going to puke, half-naked people, Handsome podcast, Las Vegas, lesbians, liberal views, licking my hair, Long Island iced teas, loudspeakers, older server, oldest hotel in Vegas, Patti, people screaming, players club card, pure alcohol, several drinks past the limit, slurring words, smell of marjuana, stretching, themed slot machine, thoughts, Tig Notaro, truly big money, vacations, Vegas, Vegas at night, winning big money, writing, young women dancing on the bar

