Tag: job

• Headed to Disneyland – Thoughts from November 10, 2004

  

  All the songs on my MP3 player are sad songs. I need to change that. I need high-energy songs now. This whole “new chapter in my life” thing is happening, and I need to get excited and energized about it. I’m starting my training at Disneyland at 10:00 AM this Saturday. Brad, who I talked…

  Brian Kirwan

  June 6, 2023

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  2004, animation, apart inside, bills, birthday, Brian's Brain, Cameron, computer, creative endeavors, depressed, Disney look, Disneyland, drama, drawing, drunk, Flash animation, hidden drama, job, job fair, jobless, laptop, MP3 player, nephew, new chapter in my life, part-time, Patti, sad songs, selfish, soundtrack, spontaneous decision, storyboards, television, thoughts, Thoughts paper, To Do List, tragedy, training, unhappy, vague, writing

• Working with Anxiety – Thoughts from October 19, 2004

  

  Well, it’s been a while, but I’m back. Back in time, back to the Assessor’s office, and back to being clueless about what I’m doing with my life. Back to being scheduled every minute of the day, and back to that anxious feeling in the pit of my stomach for much of the day. Most…

  Brian Kirwan

  June 1, 2023

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  2 in 1 computer, 2004, animation, anxiety, Assessor’s office, awkward, cat, cat's choosing, clouds, CompUSA, computer, dad, drawing, gloom, Jesse, job, missing, mom, nasty boss, nasty song, nerd, notebook, Sister, Special Class, tablet, tears, The Exchange, thoughts, window guys

• My 2003 was the Worst – Thoughts from September 10 to November 5, 2003

  

  September 10, 2003 Help … HELP! … HELP, God Damn it!!! (Future note: This is all I had to say on this day in big, bold letters and I meant it. It’s fairly obvious, but I will let you know these words pretty much sum up my 2003.) September 23, 2003 I CANNOT STAY AWAKE!!!…

  Brian Kirwan

  May 16, 2023

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  2003, actions speak louder than words, alternative music, assisted living, back up, backing up, bum, Crash of '97, dad, data entry, drunk, effects processor, electric cart accident, empty house, fire, guitar, guitar stand free, help, house guest, house robbed, humor, I rock, it thinks and stops you make, job, laid off, liberal, lunch, miserable year, mom, mountains on fire, music store, my old songs, nerd, Nirvana, no direction, parking spot, Patti, rock star, salesman, salesmen, salespeople, San Bernardino Carousel Mall, Sister insane, stay awake, The Black Crowes', thoughts, tired, Truck (the cat), unexplained, unfinished house, wandering around

• Large Tree Roots Under the Driveway – Thoughts from September 9, 2003

  

  Tuesday seems to be the day to write my thoughts (all right, type them). Since last Tuesday, we found out from our Insurance company that we needed to fix our driveway before we could continue our insurance on the house. We investigated and found this asphalt patching material that could repair the asphalt. We knew,…

  Brian Kirwan

  May 11, 2023

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  2003, America Online, animation, Animation Master, AOL, asphalt, audio, birthday trip, bored, computer, Dan, drawing, driveway, Excel document, Flash, grand scheme of life, IM, instant messager, job, Laughlin, Matt, my office, nerd, Patti, pooped, programmers, RE:, Sea-Doos, sick day, sweat, the boys, thoughts, Thoughts papers, tree root, vacation, video, win money, workstation, writing

• Thoughts from July 1, 2002

  

  Tomorrow it’s birthday number 32. I know, what the hell do you care. No one else seems to care. Some of them act like they care, but they don’t. It’s not in their job descriptions. Why should they care? Patti always pumps me up for my birthday gifts. It’s not that I don’t enjoy my…

  Brian Kirwan

  March 30, 2023

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  2002, animation, artistic expression, backup, birthday, birthday gift, computer, Crash of '97, data loss, depressed, interview, job, knowledge, my songs, nerd, old songs, PDA, reality, thoughts, train of thought