Tag: future note

• New Years, Old Jobs, and The Wedding Song – Thoughts from December 29, 2024 to January 26, 2025

  

  December 29, 2024 The year is ending in two days. There are several things I’m looking forward to in 2025. My last loan payment will be at the end of February. In March, I’ll have been at Disney for 20 years. That will mean my vacation and sick time earned will go up. When I…

  Brian Kirwan

  December 9, 2025

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  2024, 2025, all we need is time, allergies, allergy to wheat, artificial intelligence, artificial singers, backup singers, being busy, building the shed, cats, consequences, creating a harmony, Disney for 20 years, disposing old shed, electric guitar, extended deadline, fixing the house, food allergies, four cats, future note, general scratchy feeling in my throat, giant chocolate chip cookie, June 14 1997, lifetime pass to Disneyland, looking forward, lyrics, married, meatball sandwiches, mobile home, my AI voice could sing, no downtime, no more wheat, Patti, reality, recorded main voice, retirement, retiring, singing, strangers around the house, The Wedding Song, thoughts, Thoughts paper, throat problems, tired, wedding march, working on song

• First Surgeries, Allergies, and Pleasant Eating – Thoughts from November 2, 2024

  

  Before I left for work today, I got a call from Kaiser to schedule the appointment to treat my throat and plan the removal of the polyp on my vocal cord. Honestly, I didn’t know if I was going to be scheduling the procedure itself. I wasn’t. This is the checkup before the procedure. It…

  Brian Kirwan

  October 21, 2025

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  2024, alcoholics, all the milks, almond milk, beef, beer, checkup, coconut, dairy, eggs, future note, hair analyzed for allergies, high reactivity, Kaiser, minor surgery, moderate reactivity, mustard, my first surgery, no broken bones, no major health problems, no reactivity, Oranges lemons and duck, pecans, pleasurable eating, reactivity test, remove the polyp on my vocal cord, restrictions on my diet, satisfied, smokers, taking health seriously, thoughts, throat problems, tomatoes, unpleasant surprise, veal, vegan diet, wheat, wheat is a major ingredient, work

• Laughing at Conservatives – Thoughts from February 26, 2023

  

  This happened at the beginning of February, but I thought I’d talk about it before February runs out. Patti and I were grocery shopping and an older gentleman was walking around with a blazer on making him look like a professor at a college. For all I know, he was. As he walked by us,…

  Brian Kirwan

  April 9, 2024

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  1989, 2004, American flag, American right, blazer, California, caring about other people, Catholic school, Catholicism not for them, challenging people, comedy, cults, drug culture, East coast thing, future note, grocery shopping, grocery store, Have a blessed day, horrible President, humorous realities, idiot or A-hole, Isis, KKK, laughter, mob influence on night clubs, Mormons, Nazis, not a good person, older gentleman, Patti, polygamy, President, private Catholic school, private East coast world, private school, professor at a college, public school, Reagan is dead, Religion and comedy do not mix, religious affiliation, religious lead censorship, religious origins, reusable bag, Robin Williams, Ronald Reagan, thoughts, Thoughts papers, Trump, vaudeville

• X Chromosome – Thoughts from July 30 and August 1, 2022

  

  July 30, 2022 The past few days have been weird, but not in a good way. I had to sit still on a freeway for hours and eventually get off the freeway by driving the wrong way. I gained 3.7 pounds in one day (not my personal record, but close). The day before, I got…

  Brian Kirwan

  November 28, 2023

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  1991, 2022, advantages and disadvantages, airport run, autism, autistic, blog, book, by subject, capable, caring about other people, chromosomes, chronilogical order, context, crying, entertaining, female, feminine qualities, freeway, future note, gay relationships, glasses, hang ups, having kids, I’m a different person, intimate relationships, kids, male, monogamy, mutated, mutated X chromosome, not wired for monogamy, podcast, polygamy, reading, reality is my friend, relationships, scientist, sex, shut down, still on the freeway for hours, stories, superpower, theoretical gold star, theoretical internet money, thoughts, Thoughts from Life, Thoughts papers, we are not wired at all, weight, weird days, writing, wrong way, XX, XY

• Test Results – Thoughts from July 26 and 28, 2022

  

  July 26, 2022 I really should save this thought until tomorrow, but I had it today so screw you, Tomorrow. It involves the number 27. I think we should declare the age 27 as the early change of life. I got married when I was 27 so that was a definite change for me. Many…

  Brian Kirwan

  November 23, 2023

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  2022, 27, about this test, accepting of emotions, age 27, blood in the stool, celebration, coincidence, commemorate July 27th, computer glasses, crying, died at age 27, doctor, extra pair of glasses, eye doctor, famous people, feces sample, future note, home office, learning, lesson, life events, mail, major life decision, married, movie stars, negative results, new glasses, no written thoughts, Patti, results, rock stars, scientific, stool, sweat and think, sweaty job, tears, test, test results, thoughts, Thoughts papers, trauma, twenty-seven, why, woman, write more, writing

• Writing Ads – Thoughts from July 6 and 7, 2022

  

  July 6, 2022 I decided that my pseudonym for my fictional writing is B. P. Kirwan. Luckily, I can use my same Amazon account. (Future note: This was all I said on this day. I had apparently only started the thought because I didn’t have a period on the last sentence. My plan is still…

  Brian Kirwan

  October 31, 2023

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  2022, action movies, ads, affective ads, Amazon, B. P. Kirwan, being nasty, being nasty on the Internet, car commercials, category, cats, conservative ads, entertaining ads, Facebook ads, fantasy, female brain, female inside, female writer, fiction writing, fictional writing, future note, Google, hateful, hateful ads, hateful to me, Hulu, ignore ads, inevitable, interests, male writer, man on the outside, Netflix, no ads, no religion, nonfiction writing, offensive, pop-up blockers, pre-judged, pseudonym, Reality Acceptance, relevance, religious ads, religious and conservative, right audience, settings, simple minded, thou shalt not hate, thoughts, toilet paper doesn’t need ads, TV ads, typical man, websites, writing

• Conversations – Thoughts from May 10 to 21, 2022

  

  May 10, 2022 It seems like I am the only old person who is relatively happy with the way things are today. I heard several conversations today from older people who were complaining about what they could do or buy that they can’t anymore. When I’m waxing nostalgic, I’m usually talking about how much better…

  Brian Kirwan

  October 17, 2023

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  2022, better for more people, boring, Brian Kirwan Dictionary, change, cheaper, competing, complex concepts, complex subjects, complexity, conversations, embarrassed, enthusiasm, few interests, fewer people, filled with rage, future note, gas mileage, happy with the way things are, Harley-Davidson, Honda Civic, I love change, interests, loud, many interests, motorcycles, no interests, old person, older people, perceiving change, rich white A-hole, simpler, simplify, solving, The Love Boat, thoughts, uninteresting, waxing nostalgic, worse gas mileage, writing

• Sugary Things – Thoughts from April 16 to 20, 2022

  

  April 16, 2022 I noticed a truck on the freeway coming into work today that was shoving himself into traffic from the on-ramp. He had a blacked-out version of the American flag in his back window and a baseball hat on. The big truck, hat, flag, and bad driving were all signs of reality denial.…

  Brian Kirwan

  September 28, 2023

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  2022, albums, allergic, American flag, ashes in fireworks, atheist, bad driving, bands, baseball hat, big truck, candy, creative freedom, decisions, Easter, fireworks, freeway, future note, good bands change, goodies, Jane’s Addiction, last-minute, Lifetime Achievement Award for Denial of All Realities, loud, Nirvana, not signaling, painfully loud, performers, pyro, questions, reality denial, reality denial reality show, Reality Denier of the Day, refuse all food at work, religion, small catalog of songs, song, strawberry, sugary things, thinking for themselves, thoughts, too honest, traffic, Truck

• Wearing Masks – Thoughts from April 13 and 15, 2022

  

  April 13, 2022 I listened to this book that was a scientific look at sex. I told Patti some of the interesting and weird stuff from it, but I didn’t tell her about any of the female stuff. It seems to be a sensitive topic for her. It’s been growing in sensitivity for years. I…

  Brian Kirwan

  September 26, 2023

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  “I believe …”, 2022, actors, American version, anti-competition, atheist, behind-the-scenes, beliefs, believe in Santa Claus, believing in yourself, caring about others, changing diet, diary, evidence, exercise, future note, grocery store, health, interesting, knowing yourself, knowledge, losing weight, masks, not guessing, not wearing masks, Patti, scientific, sensitivity, sex, should be, soda, solve issues, stuborn, stupid man talk, sugar, talking, The Office, thoughts, Thoughts paper, Trump, vaccinated, wearing masks, weird, weird thoughts, what is, writing

• Stressed Smile – Thoughts from March 28 and April 1, 2022

  

  March 28, 2022 I’ve been working on adding exercises and examples to my book. It has added about ten thousand words to it. I look forward to the day when I will have to explain what book I’m working on, but I only have the one right now. I would love to have time to…

  Brian Kirwan

  September 19, 2023

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  2022, accepting reality, angry, April Fool’s Day, bad behavior, beliefs, confrontation, coworker, creative thoughts, defensive, disagreement, evidence, fake story, fear, fighting realities, fooling people, future note, general subjects, happier life, health, health problems, identities, ignorance, lack of enthusiasm, lying to others, male, my book, Nerd Mouse, not a programmer, other people, plugins, Reality Acceptance, reality denial statements, religious, rich, running from realities, specific knowledge, staff of people, stressed, thoughts, Thoughts papers, unhappy, website, white, words, writing