Tag: depressed
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Headed to Disneyland – Thoughts from November 10, 2004
All the songs on my MP3 player are sad songs. I need to change that. I need high-energy songs now. This whole “new chapter in my life” thing is happening, and I need to get excited and energized about it. I’m starting my training at Disneyland at 10:00 AM this Saturday. Brad, who I talked…
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Thoughts from July 1, 2002
Tomorrow it’s birthday number 32. I know, what the hell do you care. No one else seems to care. Some of them act like they care, but they don’t. It’s not in their job descriptions. Why should they care? Patti always pumps me up for my birthday gifts. It’s not that I don’t enjoy my…
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Thoughts from September 2 and 18, 1998
September 2, 1998 Here I sit in my open casket. I’m not dead, but I’m not really alive. If there were a state of questioning, I would live in it right now. My questioning has to do with everything (as opposed to the questioning of nothing I normally do). I drink from an orange cup,…
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