Tag: crying

• X Chromosome – Thoughts from July 30 and August 1, 2022

  

  July 30, 2022 The past few days have been weird, but not in a good way. I had to sit still on a freeway for hours and eventually get off the freeway by driving the wrong way. I gained 3.7 pounds in one day (not my personal record, but close). The day before, I got…

  Brian Kirwan

  November 28, 2023

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• Test Results – Thoughts from July 26 and 28, 2022

  

  July 26, 2022 I really should save this thought until tomorrow, but I had it today so screw you, Tomorrow. It involves the number 27. I think we should declare the age 27 as the early change of life. I got married when I was 27 so that was a definite change for me. Many…

  Brian Kirwan

  November 23, 2023

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  2022, 27, about this test, accepting of emotions, age 27, blood in the stool, celebration, coincidence, commemorate July 27th, computer glasses, crying, died at age 27, doctor, extra pair of glasses, eye doctor, famous people, feces sample, future note, home office, learning, lesson, life events, mail, major life decision, married, movie stars, negative results, new glasses, no written thoughts, Patti, results, rock stars, scientific, stool, sweat and think, sweaty job, tears, test, test results, thoughts, Thoughts papers, trauma, twenty-seven, why, woman, write more, writing

• Drunk and Missing the Cat Sister – Thoughts from May 16, 2008

  

  Know that I’m drunk right now, so what I say is from the mind of a drunken person. Have I mentioned that I’m drunk right now? I’m working at Disney these days. I’m a lead. On Friday and Saturday, I’m the lead most of the time. We have several people who started with me as…

  Brian Kirwan

  June 8, 2023

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  2008, 2009, 21 year old cat, animation, cat, cats, computer, crying, Disneyland, drunk, end her suffering, Goodbye to My Soul, hesitation, kittens, lead, music, my songs, NAS, nerd, Nerd Mouse, pain, Patti, reminders of missed, sick, Sister, suffering, thoughts, throw up, thyroid problem, Truck, vet

• My Dad Doesn’t Live Anymore – Thoughts from May, 6, 2003

  

  As of 3:00 pm on Tuesday, April 29th, 2003, my dad existed in memory only. My mom and I were in his room at Redlands Community Hospital the moment his body functions stopped working. It sounds very clinical to say, “his body functions stopped working” (and it is), but that’s what happened. There were several…

  Brian Kirwan

  April 27, 2023

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  2003, arcade in my head, ashes, ashes in the ocean, buying my parents' house, cry on cue, crying, dad, dad passed, deaf, death, die, go to a doctor, hearing loss, hospital, junk, left ear, mom, packrat, Patti, Porge, romantic, static, tears, thoughts, yard sale

• Dad in the Hospital – Thoughts from April 16, 2003

  

  I have no real idea how to start this Thoughts paper. Many things are going on right now in and out of my life. We were robbed last month and are trying to buy our first home. My dad went into the hospital last Friday (4/11/03). He is not doing well. We have moved most…

  Brian Kirwan

  April 25, 2023

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  2003, aunts, bare-bones living, crying, dad, egg-decorating contest, first home, hospital, humor, JESD, jobs, KFC, kidneys, mom, money, neighbors, Patti, robbed, She's not Laurie, Sister, stupid neighbors, temporary house, thoughts, uncle, work