Thoughts from Life – Brian Kirwan has thoughts, and these are them.

Thoughts from Life

Toys and Charlie Manson – Thoughts from August 7 to 9, 2022

August 7, 2022 Today’s Thoughts paper is brought to you by sleep. I’m looking forward to getting some tonight. I’ve dropped a lot of things today. Being tired will do that to you. I’m too tired to have many thoughts. I promise to have more tomorrow. August 8, 2022 I was going to work today…

Brian Kirwan

December 5, 2023

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2022, action figures, anxiety, anxiety provoking, as a kid, Charles Manson, Charlie, Charlie Manson, daughter, driving down the street and back, dropping things, faded words, freeway, granddaughter, Harley Davison motorcycle, hateful words, living with mom, local Charlie, Manson died, middle-aged man, mobile home, multiple toys, no job, no one would employ him, one toy, open the box, out-of-control hair, parents took me to Toys R Us, regret, research, riding a bike, sad future, screaming obscenities, selling drugs, short motorcycle rides, sleep, stuffed animals, thoughts, Thoughts paper, tired, too tired, tough decisions, toys, Toys R Us, Toys R Us truck, urging his suicide, video games, wrong decision
Men’s Restrooms – Thoughts from August 2 and 3, 2022

August 2, 2022 As I was driving to work today, I saw a truck with a bumper sticker that said, “Dirty Hands Clean Money.” For the longest time, I could only read the first three words. I did not know what the last word could be. The one thing I thought of was “Heart.” I…

Brian Kirwan

November 30, 2023

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2022, accusations, All-American Asphalt, asphalt, bumper sticker, capitalism, climate change, clothing line, comment, competitive crap, convicted, dirty hands, Dirty Hands Clean Money, dirty jobs, dirty money, disgusting A-holes, fame seeking parents, fasten his belt, Heart, horrible American company, male membership card, men’s restroom, Michael Jackson, nationalism, not washing your hands, pedophilia, podcast, pride, radio, restroom, scared, single person restroom, soap, stall, the news, thoughts, Truck, unclean, uncomfortable, weird, words are not facts, work truck
X Chromosome – Thoughts from July 30 and August 1, 2022

July 30, 2022 The past few days have been weird, but not in a good way. I had to sit still on a freeway for hours and eventually get off the freeway by driving the wrong way. I gained 3.7 pounds in one day (not my personal record, but close). The day before, I got…

Brian Kirwan

November 28, 2023

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1991, 2022, advantages and disadvantages, airport run, autism, autistic, blog, book, by subject, capable, caring about other people, chromosomes, chronilogical order, context, crying, entertaining, female, feminine qualities, freeway, future note, gay relationships, glasses, hang ups, having kids, I’m a different person, intimate relationships, kids, male, monogamy, mutated, mutated X chromosome, not wired for monogamy, podcast, polygamy, reading, reality is my friend, relationships, scientist, sex, shut down, still on the freeway for hours, stories, superpower, theoretical gold star, theoretical internet money, thoughts, Thoughts from Life, Thoughts papers, we are not wired at all, weight, weird days, writing, wrong way, XX, XY
Test Results – Thoughts from July 26 and 28, 2022

July 26, 2022 I really should save this thought until tomorrow, but I had it today so screw you, Tomorrow. It involves the number 27. I think we should declare the age 27 as the early change of life. I got married when I was 27 so that was a definite change for me. Many…

Brian Kirwan

November 23, 2023

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2022, 27, about this test, accepting of emotions, age 27, blood in the stool, celebration, coincidence, commemorate July 27th, computer glasses, crying, died at age 27, doctor, extra pair of glasses, eye doctor, famous people, feces sample, future note, home office, learning, lesson, life events, mail, major life decision, married, movie stars, negative results, new glasses, no written thoughts, Patti, results, rock stars, scientific, stool, sweat and think, sweaty job, tears, test, test results, thoughts, Thoughts papers, trauma, twenty-seven, why, woman, write more, writing
Fictional Stories of Belief – Thoughts from July 25, 2022

I had a thought as I was driving to work, and I sent myself a note about it. I will now expound upon it in the storage locker of my thoughts. It continues my previous musing about telling your story. Your beliefs are not part of your story so you should not include them when…

Brian Kirwan

November 21, 2023

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2022, accept reality, actions, alternate timeline, animator, autobiographies, autobiography, bad storytelling, beliefs, believe, complex, data entry, dealing with life, denying reality, Disney, distracted, distractions, driving, experiences, explaining a joke, fictional, fictional autobiography, how to interpret your story, ignoring reality, inescapable realities, metaphors, nonstop, note, noticing everything, our stories, people hate me, perfected the art of living, reality, reality is not funny on its own, rock star, simple answers, stories ruined, telling your story, thought experiment, thoughts, understanding life, what if scenarios, what you believe happened, your story