Tag: the unknown
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Through the Door, Not Smoking, and Being a Research Robot – Thoughts from April 21 and 24, 2024

April 21, 2024 Walking through a closed door is a nerve-racking experience. You can usually guess what’s on the other side of it, but all bets are off if there’s a person on the other side. If you’ve had bad experiences with unwanted happenings behind closed doors, you might be anticipating a repeat of that…
Brian Kirwan
2024, anxiety evoking, behind closed doors, being rude, call instead of research, calling with a question, cats, fashionable people, fashionable shirts, Google, listening to a book, looking stylish, minimal amount of effort, no cigarettes, not smoking, Patti, personal research robot, reading what you type, restroom doors, restroom sights sounds and smells, robot me, shirt without buttons, something they could have answered themselves, text puzzle, the unknown, thoughts, unnecessary fashion accessories, utilitarian clothes, walk around with computers on us, walking through a closed door, wedding ring -
The Reality of Shyness – Thoughts from July 17 to 19, 2022

July 17, 2022 It’s the birthday of the place I work. We have food trucks all over and they are giving burgers to all the employees. I gave my meal away to another employee and found out it was his third of the day. Someone else brought in donuts. I ate my regular food because…
Brian Kirwan
2022, alone, antidote to anxiety is knowledge, autism, book, burgers, complex realities, control myself, conversation about nothing, conversations, conversations with women, diverse knowledge, diverse people, donuts, favorite bosses were female, female teachers, food trucks, free food, genuine conversation, hate, hearing conversations, ignorance, knowledge, male teachers, men, misogyny, most men, my happiest and healthiest self, no point to the conversation, no politics, no religion, no sports, opposite of me, perspective on life, power and money, pro-science atheists, Reality Acceptance, reality denial, relatable topics, Sesame Street, Sesame Street for adults, shy, shy kid, shyness, social monster, teach about reality, TED Talk, The Highly Sensitive Person, the unknown, thoughts, Thoughts papers, trust women, website, welcoming, women, worries of youth, young and shy

