Tag: tears

• Fantasy, Reality, and the Unreal – Thoughts from July 12 and 15, 2023

  

  July 12, 2023 Listen up, people. I’ve got something to say. Just kidding. If I had something to say, I would just say it. I don’t like it when people introduce what they’re going to say. Patti does this quite often. She says, “I’m going to tell you something, but you have to promise not…

  Brian Kirwan

  June 27, 2024

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  2023, bankruptcy, being rich, blame, blind cat, California, cat, dragons, evil, evil doesn’t exist, Fablehaven, fairies, fantasy creatures, fantasy series, flea medication, I’m going to tell you something, impersonating men, impression of men, living in New York, making decisions, man voice, modern fantasy, my Friday, mythological stories, no heroes or villains, Nora Ephron books, parents, Patti, problems with pooing, Quest, research, rich people problems, snob hill, stress, tears, thoughts, Thoughts papers, tired of crying, trauma, unicorns, water heater leakage, weather, works of fiction, yelling

• Test Results – Thoughts from July 26 and 28, 2022

  

  July 26, 2022 I really should save this thought until tomorrow, but I had it today so screw you, Tomorrow. It involves the number 27. I think we should declare the age 27 as the early change of life. I got married when I was 27 so that was a definite change for me. Many…

  Brian Kirwan

  November 23, 2023

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  2022, 27, about this test, accepting of emotions, age 27, blood in the stool, celebration, coincidence, commemorate July 27th, computer glasses, crying, died at age 27, doctor, extra pair of glasses, eye doctor, famous people, feces sample, future note, home office, learning, lesson, life events, mail, major life decision, married, movie stars, negative results, new glasses, no written thoughts, Patti, results, rock stars, scientific, stool, sweat and think, sweaty job, tears, test, test results, thoughts, Thoughts papers, trauma, twenty-seven, why, woman, write more, writing

• Working with Anxiety – Thoughts from October 19, 2004

  

  Well, it’s been a while, but I’m back. Back in time, back to the Assessor’s office, and back to being clueless about what I’m doing with my life. Back to being scheduled every minute of the day, and back to that anxious feeling in the pit of my stomach for much of the day. Most…

  Brian Kirwan

  June 1, 2023

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  2 in 1 computer, 2004, animation, anxiety, Assessor’s office, awkward, cat, cat's choosing, clouds, CompUSA, computer, dad, drawing, gloom, Jesse, job, missing, mom, nasty boss, nasty song, nerd, notebook, Sister, Special Class, tablet, tears, The Exchange, thoughts, window guys

• My Dad Doesn’t Live Anymore – Thoughts from May, 6, 2003

  

  As of 3:00 pm on Tuesday, April 29th, 2003, my dad existed in memory only. My mom and I were in his room at Redlands Community Hospital the moment his body functions stopped working. It sounds very clinical to say, “his body functions stopped working” (and it is), but that’s what happened. There were several…

  Brian Kirwan

  April 27, 2023

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  2003, arcade in my head, ashes, ashes in the ocean, buying my parents' house, cry on cue, crying, dad, dad passed, deaf, death, die, go to a doctor, hearing loss, hospital, junk, left ear, mom, packrat, Patti, Porge, romantic, static, tears, thoughts, yard sale