Tag: story

• Dream Wedding – Thoughts from August 17 and 20, 2022

  

  August 17, 2022 I was listening to a story where a young man was saying he had not had sex yet. Implied was that he had a goal of having sex and didn’t want to die without having it. It made me think about the goal of having sex for the first time. It is…

  Brian Kirwan

  December 14, 2023

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• Dream Rules – Thoughts from August 24, 2018

  

  Future note: I listed the rules of my dreams in this Thoughts paper. Enjoy. Okay, maybe I should supply a little bit more of an explanation. These rules represent the things I know are possible while I’m dreaming. They are things I know I can do and things I know I can’t do. I have…

  Brian Kirwan

  August 15, 2023

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  2018, actor, anxieties, anxiety, being chased, can’t do it, can’t yell, catching me, character, colors, directing my dreams, director, don’t see my real self, dream, dream colors, dream people, dream rules, dreaming, dreams, float up slowly, floating, flying, future note, help-asking machine, no running, people represent other people, playing a character, red is bad, seeing myself, story, strangers, thoughts, Thoughts paper, voice restricted, wake up yelling, wetting the bed, writing my dreams

• Seeking Normal – Thoughts from January 16 and April 6, 2013

  

  January 16, 2013 Hello from the future! That statement is going to sound damn silly when I read back on this in 2020, when I’ll be 50. Now I said I’ll be 50! Can I just deny the future? Of course, I can, but when is the last time I listened to myself? I told…

  Brian Kirwan

  August 8, 2023

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• Brian Explains Planned Procrastination – Thoughts from November 26, 2010

  

  Brian Explains: Planned Procrastination The main philosophy of planned procrastination is why do today what you can plan to do tomorrow? I believe I started the beginnings of this philosophy in high school, but it truly blossomed in College. I have a degree in English Composition that I am putting to great use by writing…

  Brian Kirwan

  July 11, 2023

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