Tag: stories
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My Fantastical Reality – Thoughts from August 12, 2024

This Thursday, August 15, is my appointment to see a throat specialist. I mostly just want to find out what is wrong with my throat. After that, I want to find out what they can do to fix it. I’ve been experimenting with different toothpastes to see if they could be irritating my throat. My…
Brian Kirwan
2024, acting properly, acting rude, Alice in Wonderland, anti-hero, boring story, characters, contrariwise, Disney version, doctor appointment, fantastical things happen, fantasy stories, griffins, history teachers, how magic works, magic and magical creatures, magic is reality, magical creatures evolution, metaphors, new to this world, rules of your universe, science fiction, slapping together existing animals, stories, stuck-up English girl, the reality of the story, thoughts, Thoughts from Life, throat problem, throat specialist, whitening toothpaste, writing -
Jamaican Dreams, Crackers, and Endings – Thoughts from June 19 and 20, 2023

June 19, 2023 As I woke up in Jamaica this morning, I remembered two dreams. They seemed like one long dream, but I realized they were two separate dreams. The best titles for them would be Lazy Zombies and Flying Hamster Friend. I wrote them down so I could eventually develop them as stories. Perhaps…
Brian Kirwan
2023, animal friends, anti-fish, big cage, blind in one eye, Bloody Cesar, Bloody Mary, bored birds, breakfast special, Clamato juice, Crackers, diary, dreams, exercising while on vacation, feeling down, fishy dish, flying hamster, glasses, Jamaica, journal, judging eyes, knowing the servers, last full day of vacation, Mad Max character, Mai Tai, memoirs, mohawk, nude beach, omelet, parrot, partiers, Patti, pool volleyball, red necks, resort photographer, stories, story of our life, swimming, thoughts, Thoughts papers, tomato juice, vacation, Vacation Land, zombies -
Christmas Games – Thoughts from December 20 and 21, 2022

December 20, 2022 Patti came to work with me today. On the way, we talked the whole time. Sometimes we put on a podcast and listen to that, but we were both Chatty Cathies and never really listened to anything but each other. It’s good to know that after 25 years of marriage we can…
Brian Kirwan
2022, 25 years of marriage, accusing me of yelling, AI used in art, alliteration, artificial intelligence, banned, Charlie Manson, Christmas, Christmas Eave, Christmas games, competitive games, creativity, experimenting with swearing, family, five female felines, fuzzy pictures, games, get to know our neighbors, great listener, high school humor papers, hitting on girls, house boarded up, loud vehicles, memory for visual things, music band, my last day, Napster, new people, no memory, no recall, party, party games, Patti, pleasant trip, predictive messages, predictive text, presents, purse, sampling, sex in a bar, stories, stupid is the new normal, swearing, talking in the car, technology, The Papers, thoughts, weird wordplay, wife, yelling -
Anxious Nerd – Thoughts from August 28 to September 8, 2022

August 28, 2022 I think I used to be more of a nerd, but now I’m just a recovering nerd. Reading back on my Thoughts papers tells me how much of a nerd I was. I talked about working on computers and other nerdy technical issues I was dealing with. Today, my nerdiest issues are…
Brian Kirwan
2022, A-hole behavior, A-holes, adult children, anxiety, anxiety medication, anxious adult, anxious child, autism, cartoons, childhood, computers, earliest memory, fantasy, few friends, first grade, grade school, hobby nerd, humorous, I care about other people, I thought I failed kindergarten, internet, issues, junior first, making friends, mortgage and taxes, nerd, nerdy career, nerdy skills, Other People Exist, Patti, reality police, recovering nerd, regular bills, science fiction, stories, stuffed animals, thoughts, Thoughts papers, tickets, toys, traumas -
X Chromosome – Thoughts from July 30 and August 1, 2022

July 30, 2022 The past few days have been weird, but not in a good way. I had to sit still on a freeway for hours and eventually get off the freeway by driving the wrong way. I gained 3.7 pounds in one day (not my personal record, but close). The day before, I got…
Brian Kirwan
1991, 2022, advantages and disadvantages, airport run, autism, autistic, blog, book, by subject, capable, caring about other people, chromosomes, chronilogical order, context, crying, entertaining, female, feminine qualities, freeway, future note, gay relationships, glasses, hang ups, having kids, I’m a different person, intimate relationships, kids, male, monogamy, mutated, mutated X chromosome, not wired for monogamy, podcast, polygamy, reading, reality is my friend, relationships, scientist, sex, shut down, still on the freeway for hours, stories, superpower, theoretical gold star, theoretical internet money, thoughts, Thoughts from Life, Thoughts papers, we are not wired at all, weight, weird days, writing, wrong way, XX, XY -
Writer Dude Stories – Thoughts from July 24, 2022

We have a new person who works in our department who I hardly ever see because she works mornings and I work at night. I told her, “I hardly ever see you. Tell me something interesting about yourself.” She told me about her past jobs and that one of her sons has autism. She talked…
Brian Kirwan
2022, anxieties, athletes, autism, autistic, autistic child, autistic traits, backstories, boring jobs, boring story, care about people, cats, characters, competition, conflicts, cooperation, dull people, embarassment, feminine qualities, fictional stories, happily ever after, humor, judgements against strangers, judging, new person, perfect and boring, positive attitude, positivity, reality, ridged thinking, singular focus, something interesting about you, sports, stories, story with no conflict, thought elephant in the room, thoughts, Thoughts papers, time, underdeveloped, wasn’t diagnosed, we all have stories, work, write your own thoughts, Writer Dude, writing -
December 1, 1992 – Journal Assignment 2

This journal entry comes from a Psychology 115 class I had in college. I mixed it in with my Thoughts papers because it represents my only thoughts from 1992. Each week, we were asked to write about specific aspects of our lives. For that reason, this is probably my most organized series of thoughts. I…
Brian Kirwan
1992, A-type personality, androgyny, asking girls on dates, breadwinner, child, colorful dreams, creative job, dad, diabetes, dreams, exercise, films, food, foreign friends, fridge, friends, frightening, high strung, homosexuality, humor, hyper, information about sex, interracial couple, journal, macho, masturbation, mom, nudity, off sugar, organized, pimples, Redlands Recreation, self-doubt, self-esteem, sex, sex roles, sexual preferences, Sister, stories, sugar, taboos, teacher, terrifying noise dream, thoughts, violence, vivid dreams, vulgar -
August 22, 1997 – Thoughts from Life 2

First, let me make something perfectly clear (to steal a phrase from a man who stole the innocence out from under America). This is not a sequel to Thoughts from Life. It is merely a continuance of my thoughts as the title suggests (Okay, the title out-and-out states it). I’m not saying that all sequels…
Brian Kirwan
1976, 1997, 4th grade, 6th grade, adulthood, atheist, behind-the-scenes, cat, cats, devil, dogs, embarassment, eyelash, fantasy, friend, Garfield, humor, Jean-Michel Jarre, Jim Davis, Junior High School, Jurassic Park, kids, Kimberly, little sleep, making of, Mickey Mouse, Nixon, non-religious, not having to sleep, offend, personal brain scheduler, religion, self-centered, stories, Thoughts from Life, tired

