Thoughts from Life

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Vacation PTSD and Loud Nerds – Thoughts from May 14 and 15, 2023

May 14, 2023 I’m tired and cranky. It’s Mother’s Day, but that’s not why I’m cranky. Patti’s mom and my mom are no longer alive. It’s my life that’s feeling more and more out of control. Patti makes decisions for me, my work makes decisions, and time doesn’t allow me to make more than a…

Brian Kirwan

May 21, 2024

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2023, acknowledge another human being, anniversary, cayenne pepper, dripping sweat, eating lunch, I told you that, ignoring other people, Jamaica, knocking my chair over, lack of decision making, life out of control, living without a say in our lives, loud conversation on phone, loud noise, lunch, lunch at night, making decisions, Mother's Day, my part in the plan, mysterious plans, Patti, plans, podcast, spicy meal, staring at their phones, steamed vegetables, sweating, talking on speaker phone, thoughts, tired and cranky, vacation, vacation PTSD, vacation time, vegetable lunch, visioning a plan is easy, young and nerdy
Did You Do Anything Fun Today? – Thoughts from April 23 and 24, 2022

April 23, 2022 I asked Patti in a text if she did anything fun today and she said, “Like what?” That’s not exactly what she typed, but I wouldn’t be able to capitalize anything or use punctuation correctly to truly represent it. I would probably get a similar response from other people if I asked…

Brian Kirwan

October 3, 2023

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2022, apathy, boring people, brain is rebelling, cold, conversations, cranky Brian, days off, do not like metaphors, emotionally, emotions, facinated, feeling, fun, fun people, fun things, getting through the day, God, happiness, have fun, headache, health, ignore life, Jesus, joke around, lack of dreams, lack of sleep, metaphorical crap, missing sleep, non-relatable, non-religious, Patti, religious, short rewards, sinus headaches, sleep, soul music, soulmate, souls, spirit, staring at their phones, text, the body is complex, thoughts, weather