Tag: lunch

• Vacation PTSD and Loud Nerds – Thoughts from May 14 and 15, 2023

  

  May 14, 2023 I’m tired and cranky. It’s Mother’s Day, but that’s not why I’m cranky. Patti’s mom and my mom are no longer alive. It’s my life that’s feeling more and more out of control. Patti makes decisions for me, my work makes decisions, and time doesn’t allow me to make more than a…

  Brian Kirwan

  May 21, 2024

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  2023, acknowledge another human being, anniversary, cayenne pepper, dripping sweat, eating lunch, I told you that, ignoring other people, Jamaica, knocking my chair over, lack of decision making, life out of control, living without a say in our lives, loud conversation on phone, loud noise, lunch, lunch at night, making decisions, Mother's Day, my part in the plan, mysterious plans, Patti, plans, podcast, spicy meal, staring at their phones, steamed vegetables, sweating, talking on speaker phone, thoughts, tired and cranky, vacation, vacation PTSD, vacation time, vegetable lunch, visioning a plan is easy, young and nerdy

• My 2003 was the Worst – Thoughts from September 10 to November 5, 2003

  

  September 10, 2003 Help … HELP! … HELP, God Damn it!!! (Future note: This is all I had to say on this day in big, bold letters and I meant it. It’s fairly obvious, but I will let you know these words pretty much sum up my 2003.) September 23, 2003 I CANNOT STAY AWAKE!!!…

  Brian Kirwan

  May 16, 2023

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  2003, actions speak louder than words, alternative music, assisted living, back up, backing up, bum, Crash of '97, dad, data entry, drunk, effects processor, electric cart accident, empty house, fire, guitar, guitar stand free, help, house guest, house robbed, humor, I rock, it thinks and stops you make, job, laid off, liberal, lunch, miserable year, mom, mountains on fire, music store, my old songs, nerd, Nirvana, no direction, parking spot, Patti, rock star, salesman, salesmen, salespeople, San Bernardino Carousel Mall, Sister insane, stay awake, The Black Crowes', thoughts, tired, Truck (the cat), unexplained, unfinished house, wandering around