Tag: fantasy
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Anxious Nerd – Thoughts from August 28 to September 8, 2022

August 28, 2022 I think I used to be more of a nerd, but now I’m just a recovering nerd. Reading back on my Thoughts papers tells me how much of a nerd I was. I talked about working on computers and other nerdy technical issues I was dealing with. Today, my nerdiest issues are…
Brian Kirwan
2022, A-hole behavior, A-holes, adult children, anxiety, anxiety medication, anxious adult, anxious child, autism, cartoons, childhood, computers, earliest memory, fantasy, few friends, first grade, grade school, hobby nerd, humorous, I care about other people, I thought I failed kindergarten, internet, issues, junior first, making friends, mortgage and taxes, nerd, nerdy career, nerdy skills, Other People Exist, Patti, reality police, recovering nerd, regular bills, science fiction, stories, stuffed animals, thoughts, Thoughts papers, tickets, toys, traumas -
Writing Ads – Thoughts from July 6 and 7, 2022

July 6, 2022 I decided that my pseudonym for my fictional writing is B. P. Kirwan. Luckily, I can use my same Amazon account. (Future note: This was all I said on this day. I had apparently only started the thought because I didn’t have a period on the last sentence. My plan is still…
Brian Kirwan
2022, action movies, ads, affective ads, Amazon, B. P. Kirwan, being nasty, being nasty on the Internet, car commercials, category, cats, conservative ads, entertaining ads, Facebook ads, fantasy, female brain, female inside, female writer, fiction writing, fictional writing, future note, Google, hateful, hateful ads, hateful to me, Hulu, ignore ads, inevitable, interests, male writer, man on the outside, Netflix, no ads, no religion, nonfiction writing, offensive, pop-up blockers, pre-judged, pseudonym, Reality Acceptance, relevance, religious ads, religious and conservative, right audience, settings, simple minded, thou shalt not hate, thoughts, toilet paper doesn’t need ads, TV ads, typical man, websites, writing -
Space Alien – Thoughts from May 3 and 4, 2033

May 3, 2022 I’m listening to a book that is an oral history of The Next Generation and subsequent Star Trek shows. They talked about Deep Space 9 which I never watched. Hearing a description of the show, I don’t think I’ll ever watch it. They talked about spirituality being a part of it, which…
Brian Kirwan
2022, alien race, anti-science, bad health, behavior, can’t ignore it, communication, compatible, cravings, dad, Deep Space 9, donuts, fantasy, fantasy genre, fear of death, first dead body I saw, free will, funeral, future, Gene Roddenberry, genetics, health problems, healthier snacks, healthy, ignore others, ignoring reality, life support, limitless magic, magic, magical, Margaret Thatcher, May the fourth be with you, mom, muffins, mysterious powers, NerdMouse.com, nerds, nutrition, nuts without salt, open casket, painful death, pointing out what is wrong, pro-science, reality denial, religion, religious logic, salted nuts, science fiction, scientific method, self-centered people, space fantasy, speculative science, spiritual, spirituality, Star Trek, Star Wars, the force, The Next Generation, thoughts, unimaginative, water, weight loss, without religion, young man -
Thoughts from August 2, 2001

(Future note: Before you read this, know this was written when I was extremely anti-religious. I’m still anti-religious, but this was written when I was hateful toward religion and religious people. I use the word “hate” very little today unless I’m referring to someone else’s hate. Most of these thoughts still exist in my brain…
Brian Kirwan
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August 22, 1997 – Thoughts from Life 2

First, let me make something perfectly clear (to steal a phrase from a man who stole the innocence out from under America). This is not a sequel to Thoughts from Life. It is merely a continuance of my thoughts as the title suggests (Okay, the title out-and-out states it). I’m not saying that all sequels…
Brian Kirwan
1976, 1997, 4th grade, 6th grade, adulthood, atheist, behind-the-scenes, cat, cats, devil, dogs, embarassment, eyelash, fantasy, friend, Garfield, humor, Jean-Michel Jarre, Jim Davis, Junior High School, Jurassic Park, kids, Kimberly, little sleep, making of, Mickey Mouse, Nixon, non-religious, not having to sleep, offend, personal brain scheduler, religion, self-centered, stories, Thoughts from Life, tired

