Tag: autobiography
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Traveling the World, Autobiographies, and Revisionist History – Thoughts from June 26 and 30, 2024

June 26, 2024 Do I regret not living in a dorm, traveling the world, or living more adventurously when I was young? The rest of this Thoughts paper will explain my answer. Why am I asking this philosophical question about my possible regrets? It began when I was listening to Rebel Wilson’s autobiography. She talked…
Brian Kirwan
2024, audiobooks, autobiography, being a good person, being an interesting person, being rich and famous, believing in supernatural things, California, caring about other people, coincidence, college, destiny, foreign laguages, foreigner in my own land, getting philosophical and spiritual, growing up in a small city, justifying your beliefs, living in a dorm, living outside the US, love at first sight, mono hearing, multicultural, Patti, Paul Stanley, private school, public school, Rebel Wilson, regrets, religious beliefs, religious words, revisionist history, spiritual equals religious, temporary relationships, thinking independently, thoughts, Thoughts paper, traveling the world, weird shy kid, world traveling, you can’t change the past -
Mono Hearing – Thoughts from June 2, 2024

I’m going to start today’s Thoughts paper with a thought about what it’s like to only hear in one ear. I noted about twenty years ago in a Thoughts paper how my hearing was declining in one ear. Over the years, I have gone from only hearing certain tones to hearing almost nothing. I was…
Brian Kirwan
2024, anxiety, attractive people, autobiography, bad ear, Beatles songs, Brian, creating music, deaf in one ear, declining hearing, Halle Berry, headphones, hearing loss, hearing only in one ear, humor, ignoring my name, Is this the correct side?, knowing left from right, knowing where sounds are coming from, live events, live events are a nightmare, loud noises, mono hearing, mono hearing sucks crap through a straw, overloaded ear and brain, Patti, Paul Stanley, physically hurts me, pity attractive people, Rob Lowe, speaking quietly, Stephen Colbert, stereo music, stereo was my jam, the name Brian, the price of beauty, thoughts, Thoughts paper, walking on the left of people, you’re on my bad side -
Celebrating Too Much, Censors, and Living Out of Your Car – Thoughts from June 1, 2024

June 1, 2024 Well, June is finally here. It’s not only the time of gloomy weather, but it’s also the time of Patti and Brian’s anniversary. June 14 is less than two weeks away. We didn’t have a vacation set for this time of year, so I decided to take an extra day off work.…
Brian Kirwan
2024, Aldi, autobiography, before VCRs, boycotting shows, Brian, censors, chocolate lasagna, Christian fundamentalists, commercials, dessert, gaining weight, going out, June gloom, living out of the car, mini vacation, network executives, Norman Lear, Olive Garden, Patti, Patti and Brian’s Anniversary, racism, real people, religion ruins everything, retired, retirement payment, sexism, shrimp scampi, Streaming services, SUV full of stuff, thoughts, tiramisu, tuning in to watch TV, TV, VCR -
Non-Smokers, Feminist Punks, and Cassette Recorders – Thoughts from May 28, 2024

Patti is still a non-smoker, but she said she found it rough recently, so she bought a week’s worth of nicotine patches. I have mixed feelings about it. You would think the time to use them would be weaning yourself off the cigarettes. She has been smoke free for weeks now. The physical effects of…
Brian Kirwan
1990, 2024, audiobook, autobiography, converting audio cassette tapes to digital, creating new songs, creating songs, distinct style, editing, experimental singing, experimental songs, four-track cassette recorder, high notes, home studio, horrible father, incomplete songs, influencial, junior high, Kathleen Hanna, macho crap, my songs, nicotine patches, non-smoker, only completed in my head, Patti, physical effects of nicotine, pioneer of feminist punk, punk music, Rebel Girl, record and edit songs, recording music, singing harmonies, singing lessons, song structure, song writing, thoughts, Thoughts paper, traumas, victims, weaning off of cigarettes, writing full songs -
The Mothers, The Beatles, and The Other Bands – Thoughts from May 12 and 19, 2024

May 12, 2024 As I mentioned in my non-existent seminar, it’s Mother’s Day today. Patti and I no longer have living mothers so it’s just a reminder of what’s missing in our lives. We also don’t have living fathers, but we’ll deal with that when we get to Father’s Day. I celebrated the day by…
Brian Kirwan
1966, 1968, 1970, 2024, autobiography, baseball analogy, being friends with your spouse, being non-religious, Billboard charts, book, Canadian, comparing bands, comparing songs, fantasy stories, Father's Day, fathers, friends before dating, George Harrison, George Martin, getting to know someone, Hard Days Night, ignorant opinion, John, longevity, lying on date, Mike Nesmith, Mother's Day, motherhood, mothers, my fantasy stories, Patti, Paul, Preferring The Beatles, preferring The Monkees, presenting perfect version of yourself, religious myths, Ringo, skipping book chapters, song writing, The Beatles, The Beatles vs The Monkees, The Monkees, The Monkees movie Head, The Rolling Stones, thoughts -
Going Home, Laundry Day, and Cat Scratches – Thoughts from March 1 and 9, 2024

March 1, 2024 I woke up about 9:00 am and all four of the cats were in bed with me. This was as good a time to get up as any. I looked at my phone and hadn’t heard from Patti. I texted her and told her I was up and to call me when…
Brian Kirwan
2024, AJ and the Queen, Aldi, Audible, autobiography, Beatrix, bleeding profusely, cat scratch, cats, cats in bed, creature of habit, daylight savings day, distractions, Drage Race, games with medications, going home, good story, grocery list, grocery shopping, hospital, laundry day, listening to audiobooks, Luna, making five meals for my work week, morning routine, operation smoke no more, Patti, Patti’s friend, Patti’s Sunday rules, personal lives, picture of cat scratch, prescribed asprin, prescriptions, produce, quiting smoking, quitting day, quitting smoking, retirement, rountine, RuPaul, Sam's Club, Scout, smoke free, Sunday is laundry day, the great American smoke out, thoughts, time math, Vegas, waiting to hear from the doctor, Walmarket, Walmart Market, whatever Patti says day, Willow -
Meditation, Hypnosis, and Rock Stars – Thoughts from January 14 and 20, 2024

January 14, 2024 I was listening to a meditation today. Why I was listening to it is not what I’m talking about today. Part of it was a positive affirmation to tell yourself. I’ve heard people saying these things before, but I was noticing how the affirmations have no connection to reality. Telling yourself you’re…
Brian Kirwan
2024, audio examples, audiobook, autobiography, avoiding conflicts, Barbra Streisand, being hypnotized, Bono, changing your life, credit cards, diplaying toys, fame, famous people, good people, Goodwill, hiding thoughts, high interest credit cards, hypnosis, indesicive, innermost thoughts, Irish band, loan, meditation, not a normal job, organizing, paragraph, Patti, people’s thoughts, playing with writing structure, positive affirmation, premise sentence, rambling, removing stress, rock star, rock stars, songs, strangers, stress, structure, the logic behind my actions, thoughts, thoughts about other people, Thoughts paper, toys, typical rock star, U2, unaware of the world, vocal range, Wilipedia, writing -
Experiencing Things not Made for Me, Including Silence – Thoughts from December 3 and 6, 2023

December 3, 2023 English is my first language. I don’t really have a second language, unless you count Nerd as a language. Sometimes, I wish I spoke another language well enough to have conversations, but not enough to put in the time to actually do it. I have delved deeply into English enough to keep…
Brian Kirwan
2023, a good person, audio examples, audiobook, autobiography, Barbra Streisand, belief, bribing our kids, Christmas, Christmas myths, common ground, diverse people, English language, enjoy the fantasies, experiencing things not made for me, good at urination, good for goodness sake, history books, hypocrites, interesting conversations, interesting people, interests, kids watch what you do, libraries, lying to kids, movies, music, nerd language, people disturbed by silence, people’s stories, restroom, Santa, Santa Claus, second language, silence, silence is unnatural, silence makes me anxtious, silent library, silent restroom, silent room, songs, straight white man, telling kids about Santa, The Nightmare Before Christmas, thoughts, toilet, treating strangers badly, urinal -
I’m a Cat Trapped in a Dog’s Body – Thoughts from September 24 and October 8, 2023

September 24, 2023 Flourishing in my own filth is the first thing I typed for this Thoughts paper. Where do I go from there? There’s only one place to go. I’m going where I always go. Here we are in my usual talk of wondering when the world is going to stop being so predictable.…
Brian Kirwan
2023, autobiography, barrier to moving, book, bring up images, caring about other people, cat trapped in a dog’s body, comparing men to dogs, creativity, depressing thoughts, driving on the freeway, editing and scheduling, feminist author, hiatus from writing, I’m a Cat Trapped in a Dog’s Body, lack of time, men’s behavior, moving closer to my work, my own filth, not collecting new stuff, our stuff, Patti, plosives, problematic letters, retired, sibilance, suicide for horrible men, the word moist, the world is predictable, think like a cat, thinking, thoughts, Thoughts paper, Thoughts papers, tired of my stuff, wishing people dead, writing -
Too Much Work and Mystical Beliefs – Thoughts from August 21 to 28, 2023

August 21, 2023 Yesterday, I got a call from work, and they said I didn’t have to come in if I didn’t want to. You don’t have to beg me to take a day off, so I did. The reason they offered it was because of the hurricane warnings we had in the area. It…
Brian Kirwan
2023, autobiography, Bart Simpson, bathroom routine, Brian Creates, Brian Kirwan, BrianCreates.com, BrianKirwan.com, day off, doing voices, hurricane warnings, I don’t care about beliefs, I’m too old for this crap, losing interest, multi-site website, mystical beliefs about the world, Nancy Cartwright, offending me with religious talk, offending people, people’s stories, problem solving, reading, religion, religion has ruined people’s lives, religion is not entertaining, religion of the Hollywood rich, religious language, Scientology, talking about religious beliefs, thoughts, Twilight Zone movie, video tutorials, websites, working on my websites, writing

