March 12, 2001 Alright, I was plucked once again from my regular position in life. Where was I plunked down at? Hard to tell. I was told less than half an hour ago that I will move to another Unit. From Jack to Mike. Mike is a new supervisor. His Unit needs help with their…

Fears, fears. I just can’t get enough fears. I also can’t decide which fear I like best. It’s as if I’m choosing an accessory for my personality. Which color goes best with self-doubt? I have decided I do fear criticism and I don’t know why. I didn’t grow up in a house where a great…

December 7, 1999 As I have said before, everything goes on and on and on … December 9, 1999 Apparently, I was right. It took me two days to get on with this entry and it has been (as always) several months since my last entry. December 21, 1999 Okay, I’ll admit, I don’t seem…

November 15, 1999 (Future note: The following was an experiment in which I tried dictating my thoughts into a small tape recorder. I had it with me as I went about my day. I was working at a group home for boys as a secretary. They specifically hired me for my maleness. They thought I…